PAC-tan sonyeondan
A healing message from a BTS member
This BTS themed pick a card is a collaboration with @seulboya , I’m doing the messages from the rap line while she does the vocal line !
A good thing about this pac, is you can pick as many piles as you want !You can pick your bias, or go with your intuition, even read all seven if that’s what you’d like !
As usual, for entertainment purposes only
Namjoon:
I know it has hurt you, these repetitive comments about how dumb or naive you are,how you’re stupid or you should have known better,how it should have been obvious.I know how deep this wound run within you.I see how your pain drives your passion for your job/studies, how you’re neglecting your health and well-being to get the success you want, the success you’re showing off to them or to the voices in your head that still tell you you’re worthless.You’re doing everything you can to prove them wrong,even though you don’t need to.It has gone to the point where you’re unable to let yourself relax or enjoy the fruits of your labor.You wanna keep going, you enjoy this too much.The figure of the all powerful workaholic, underdog to king, many tools and skills to their disposal.It drives you even more than your anger and your hurt.You want to be capable, skilled, and even more so, you want it to be obvious to them.The fact that things are going so slowly right now is driving you insane,but it’s done on purpose.How long are you gonna keep chasing this perfectionist ideal, where your mind and your skills will be so undeniable no one will ever criticize them again ?You can’t.You won’t.The universe won’t let you.Your soul family won’t let you,your spirit team either.Now that I can tell you about it, I won’t either.Listen to me, you deserve rest, okay ?You need rest, and relaxation, and pauses and breaks.You need all that, and deserve that at all times.By the way, stop putting off your meals to after you’ve done your work, it’s not healthy.Same thing for water.This pause is meant for you to finally take the time to meet yourself, someone you haven’t seen a while and has changed a lot, and is now dying to talk to you.It’s for you to enjoy the work you already put, not put in even more work.The results will come, don’t worry about it.They always do, often even in unexpected ways.The universe wants you to be able to enjoy it when you reach your peaks.Take your time, slow down, take it easy.Do it yourself or the universe will make you, and it might not be as nice about it, okay ?
Good, thank you for talking with me today, take care of yourself, alright kid ?
Goodbye 👋🏽
Things that may resonate: bullying, neurodivergency (autism, ADHD,dyslexia),burn out, college, workaholism I heard time and flower
(Fool Rv,6 of wands,9 of Pentacles Rv,Magician,Knight of Pentacles Rv.Ace of swords )
*whispers* Suga :
(He insisted on the whisper)
« I find incredible how much you have grown and healed since then.Obviously, healing and growth never really stop but you know, you made progress and I’m proud of you.You are light years away from who you used to be when you were under their complete control,co-dependent or smothered/trapped/controlled.You’re so used to carry everything on your own, don’t do that.I promise there are people out there who are or will be willing to help you, who wants you to rely on them.If they aren’t here yet, they’re about to come.You may feel like it’s you against the world right now, but it’s not true.You have a team, go find it.Your strength, bravery and determination have always been your strongest points, but it’s okay to put it down sometimes,it’s okay to cry,to break down, to make mistakes.You May feel very lost right now,and that’s okay too.You don’t have to figure it out all on your own,even if you like being your own guide and forging your own path, I promise you don’t have to do it alone.
Your team is waiting for you, we want to see your entire potential! :)
Take care
PS:sleep more,you coward ;)
Things that may resonate: immediately heard mommy issues and toxic family, possibly toxic siblings, growth, feeling alone, running away from home, emancipation, living on your own for the first time in your 20s,looking for a roommate or your soul family
(The Empress Rv,three of pentacles,seven of wands,10 of wands,nine of wands,The Hierophant
Hobi:
« You’re clutching so hard onto what you own and what you built,you’re becoming painfully greedy.This is unfair, to you and to those who assisted you.You may not feel like anyone did, but in this world we can’t reach everything on our own,there is always a point where you need to be thankful for something you had someone else never did.I know things are going so fast lately,too fast, too hard, too soon.You’re afraid.I understand.But you can do it.You’re good at it,I believe in you.Where has gone your belief in yourself ?It used to be your motor, now you’re stuck, only trying to escape the feeling of disconnect from peers, from reality.You’re not even sure if you want to leave this state.It’s hard to, I understand.This mechanism is meant to help you when you feel in danger, but now it’s holding you back.You need to let go of coping mechanisms that don’t serve you anymore.Step by step.Just make the first one,it’s the hardest one, recognize it’s not helping you.Seek help, look it up online, search new coping mechanism.The first step,then another,then another.You’ll be fine.I believe in you.You can do it.One foot in front of the other, don’t focus on the finish line just yet,I promise you’ll get there on time.
Remember, one step in front of the other,that’s all you need to focus on, alright ?
Your hope »
Four of pentacles, eight of wands reversed,knights of wands, four of cups,page of pentacles,knight of pentacles
Things that may resonate: MALADAPTIVE DAYDREAMING, shifting,social anxiety, the song daydream, reading as a coping mechanism, fanfiction as a coping mechanism, I’m sorry but this might be the pile of people clutching onto the idea of dating a member to escape their irl problems or obsessively reading BTS tarot as a procrastination method 💀
