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[secretshifter-desperate]

ANTI-SHIFTERS DNI

More of my Buffy scrapbook / junk journal!

I'm thinking I might do a Faith page but I'll need to get some different supplies

[dizziedupthegirl]

꧁welcome! olarom!꧂

~ welcome to my shifting page, glad you're here!

~ a little bit about me!

ive been in the community since 2021, ive had plenty of scripts for various fandoms, she/her, and are an intp

info on all my drs can be found here!:

dizzie's desired realities masterlist

current dr: SUPERNATURAL

important tags/things to search: #dizziespeaks #dizzieshifts #dizziesasks

and finally, feel free to send a message or an ask! (please keep it sfw!)

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[secretshifter-desperate]

ANTI-SHIFTERS DNI

I have started a new hobby that I can center around my DR and I love it 🤭🫣 I've gone from making aesthetic/mood boards to junk journal/scrapbooking. It's honestly pretty fun! So far I have the title/cover pages and the solo me ones done.

I don't do fancy and sophisticated my journal and mood boards must match my inner chaos 💪😏 Up next is Spike, Buffy, then I plan on doing Scoobies/combined friends pages because I don't want to do too many solo pages. Then it will be whatever I want or collect that is Buffy related or matches my vibes

[secretshifter-desperate]

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Got another spike dream from like 2 days ago. Still have yet to shift but the dream was interesting. It started at some sort of fair thing. I don't know if I was still in high school or something either way I saw Spike and immediately gravitated towards him. No one else knew him but I knew him. I want to say it was either cloudy or almost dark. He and I hung out for a bit held hands. We acted like a couple. I then took Spike to a party thing that he wasn't exactly enthusiastic about. It was there that I ramped up the clingyness and got all huggy and kissy with him. I think dream me was also drunk. Spike through it all was gentle and kinda kept to himself. The dream shifted to where I was on the beach (more like Santa Cruz boardwalk) during a sunny day and missed Spike. Later in a shaded area like a dark sitting area I found Spike and stayed with him. We talked about something that I can't remember then kissed. Overall not a bad dream but I woke thinking I was REALLY clingy 💀

Honestly Spike has ruined my chances at any sort of romance here for me. Almost as badly as my insecurities lol. God I miss him 🥲

[secretshifter-desperate]

ANTI-SHIFTERS DNI

What? Fully rendered artwork of Spike and I? That's crazy 😱 it took me one day for each drawing 😭

The reason my drawings of myself don't look like Winona Ryder is because... I don't look like Winona Ryder ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I only use her for videos. My actual face is just my face idealized so like the best version of my face/ if I lost like 10-20 lbs and had an actual skin care routine. Although I might have made my face a bit too pointy in these drawings 🥲

[secretshifter-desperate]

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I have a strange relationship with Spuffy art as a Spike shifter and a team cookie dough gal. But this is the REALEST and most devastating Spuffy fan art ever like that's basically just me every morning 😭💀

Fucking diabolical. Like ow (Art by Flyora on here took me forever to find the artist 💀)

That's it. Oh and I'll be posting my own spike art eventually when it's done It'll be doodoo compared to the one I showed tho 🥲😔

[secretshifter-desperate]

ANTI-SHIFTERS DNI

DR scrapbook update! I finished Spike's and our combo pages 😏 His is definitely my best so far. Honestly, I'm loving doing this. I'm gonna show my page again, his page, and our combo/couple page.

Should I keep posting Scrapbook / Junk Journal updates? I know it's not shifting stories or anything like that but it makes me feel happy and closer to my DR.

[secretshifter-desperate]

ANTI-SHIFTERS DNI

WHY Is It EVERYTIME I Get a message/ tarot reading from Spike he's calling me out on my shit 🫣🥲

like DAMN okay I get it I'm running from my less happy emotions towards shifting that are basically holding me back and making hold on too tightly. Like I kid you not the message was basically "you need to work through whatever's going on with you and suss out what you do want. You have everything you need. You just need to focus and actually do something." it felt so sassy and straight forward. Spike is such an asshole but an accurate and honest one 😭 I both love and hate him for it because he tells me what I need to hear when I need to hear it good or "bad" anyway here's a crappy DR edit/video I forgot to post.