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Shifting Journal - 7/27/26
A few minutes ago, I got on my knees and vented to deities and guardians I now work with (I call them my pantheon) in front of an altar I've made for them in my bedroom (yes, here in the CR). They've answered my prayers before. I told them I know that there appears to be a change of plans in my journey, since my life appears to be getting better in the CR. Therefore, my respawn is likely canceled or at least on hold, probably for quite a while. But, as I told my pantheon, I don't want to wait for the rest of my life in the CR to finish before I can shift. I still love and miss my DR lives, homes, and loved ones. I still have things to experience in my DRs. I still have things to do, people to meet, and places to go in my DRs. I still want to shift, even if it's temporary, and even if I don't respawn or permashift. I still want to be a master shifter who always shifts instantly and effortlessly, always on command. At least three of the slade subliminals I already listen to weekly promise reality shifting abilities, so I hope I gain them.
Hopefully, even before I may respawn/permashift someday, I hope I can still become a master manifester and shifter in this reality. I still want to share my stories and inspire others.
,,Du hast es nicht gesehen“
Du hast mich verletzt.
Nicht nur meinen Körper, sondern etwas viel tieferes.
Wir kannten uns so lange, und trotzdem hast du mein ,,Nein“ überhört, als wäre es bedeutungslos.
Du hast die Angst in meinen Augen nicht gesehen. Oder vielleicht wolltest du sie nicht sehen, weil deine mit Lust gefüllt waren.
Während ich erstarrte, konntest du einfach weitermachen.
Ich konnte mich nicht bewegen, nicht wegschieben, nur still da stehen und hoffen, dass es endlich vorbei ist.
Für dich war es vielleicht ,,nicht so schlimm.“
Für mich hat es etwas hinterlassen, das bis heute nicht einfach verschwindet.
Affirming "Absolutely nothing can stop my desires/shift from happening, not even me."
I want to access the "I am" state, but I don't know how. I saw someone say, "Simply relax, say 'I am,' and observe it. Don't say 'I am' while thinking about what to eat tomorrow. Just pay attention to your 'I am.'" But I don't understand what is meant by observing it and paying attention to it
How to reach the I Am state (pure awareness)
That person was probably explaining it in a very simplified way and i appreciate it cause yeah its basically true. i will open it up a little more;
"Simply relax, say 'I am,' and observe it: you can meditate and do breathing exercises to put your body in a relaxed, floating state. Now you cannot understand that state cause youre thinking in your logical awake brain. Youll know it when you really let your mind wander. start saying I AM or you can absolutely use your native language (i think its more effective) and try to empty your mind. put every single thought into the bin. genuinely, shoo all and every worry. like nothing can bother you.
Don't say 'I am' while thinking about what to eat tomorrow. Just pay attention to your 'I am.': just like the last sentence of the text above, you should be worriless. Say to yourself, what would you feel if there was apocalypse tomorrow, that all your problems and EVERYTHING vanished? how would that affect your thinking? ONLY focus on your breathing and affirming. like a mantra. i mean it.
Just pay attention to your 'I am.': as you gently redirect your attention from your body and thoughts into I AM mantra, youll truly drift off. you will enter a state where you cant perceive time and physical world. whatever you think of will appear behind your eyelids and soon you'll lose any ties left to this 3D REALITY.
im sick rn but at least i shifted
now my online bestfriend's timezone is only an hour behind mine instead of two hours
Estamos peor, pero estamos mejor.
Porque antes estábamos bien pero,
era mentira.
No como ahora que estamos mal,
pero es verdad.
y'all ever see a pin on pinterest and go "that's so me (drself)" and it makes you feel seen? yeah, me too. now pass the apple sauce