#bubblymiracles

[chimericarchitect]

I am highly susceptible to the bite of the spice. The beast, she wounds my tender palate.

[contemplativetraveller]

@bubblymiracles Really? I would not think the two would go well together.

[betterthan777]

@bubblymiracles said: you been gone for a real long time too tho :o0

that’s true! 8ut i come 8ack usually every august or at least for my 8irthday most times, and i sign on and just scroll sometimes too. the second this 8log reads ‘betterthan777-blog’ will 8e the day every8ody can assume i’m legally dead and F8scar and TJ can scavenge through my 8elongings like vultures

[bestxlovexinterest]

@bubblymiracles

being excited :o)

an what exactly are we excited about?

[whimsicalmonstrosity]

@bubblymiracles i ain't able to see. what the names?

[ad1ostoreador]

>>Have a very day.

Your dreams were blue, and you wake up with your pusher fluttering like a trapped wingbeast in your throat, still tasting phantom blood even though you're wrapped around Gamzee, wedged in as close to him as you can get.

When you wake, you have a solid fifteen seconds of irrational panic, trying to remember where you left that stupid sword.  It never was a quality blade... a pupa's FLARPing toy more than a real weapon, for all the damage it had been involved in, but snapped roughly in half? The broken edge was sharp enough. Even in the grasp of a uselessweakworthlessnothing like you.

Now, well... you've used it to dig shellbeasts and clay. Maybe hack down a stalkpole or two, in a pinch.  It might be helping hold up the woodpile, lately?

Somehow, you resist the urge to get up and look for it, clutching at Gamzee until you can convince yourself you don't really feel that spider-crawl sensation down the back of your neck, numbing tendrils fogging slowly through your pan.  Nashir rouses you further, when they clamber over the side of the nest and tumble against you, peering up into your face with their big, earnest eyes.

Eventually, you calm.

But that's just the beginning to a very, very long night.

Sometimes, a night starts with waking up in a cold sweat, and by the time the sun starts creeping up over the horizon, you've somehow acquired a kismesis. You went out to make sure Loxi actually understood that and didn't rationalize himself into precisely the wrong conclusion again, and then you came back to... news. Gamzee's news.

You just need some time to process. To work any reflexive hurt out of your system.  You've known this was coming, after all.  You just... need some time for the sting of that 'can't you just be happy some motherfucker wants me' to fade.  (Some time for that nagging, shrill sing-song in your head to stop telling you you don't even rate a 'some motherfucker', see? You should really just call yourself Odysseus. Eeeeeeeeverybody else does!  You always have been an afterthought of a discarded stage prop to them, at best. A third-rate stand-in until whoever they really want shows up and pays them a shred of attention.)

(You want her to shut up and stay out of your pan.  You know that's not true. Some of it, anyway.)

You can deal with it, anyway.  It's fine, and you'll adjust to this, because you need him to be fine, too, and he's clearly never going to be, with just you.

Maybe they'll be good for each other.  A nice, casual, open pale thing.  All the things you aren't good at doing. Being.

(You've never been a violent troll, but you don't honestly know if you're more likely to headbutt the next loudmouthed human to say something ignorant about moirallegiance, or headbutt Karkat if he hurts him by being exactly what Gamzee thinks he wants.  Or just headbutt a nice solid boulder for being the idiot who stumbled back into something diamond-tinged when you knew it would never be enough to satisfy him.  Maybe it's better, for your sanity, if you quietly try to stop thinking of him as your moirail.  You've just... smeared some pale feelings all over your heart, again.  He's not yours, not that way. You need to get used to sharing.)

[emberoops]

2. What is your favourite Christmas movie?

i dont super love christmas movies, but the santa clause is alright i guess. some of it definitely doesnt hold up. idk, i never really did christmas or christmas movies, so i dont really *know* most of them.

[catofulthar000]

🖌 purple? :3c

((Ah yes, this clown motherfucker.

What a hornspan...

And his cute fairygoat!

Chill pro fiduspawn player like he never would have gotten to be as a bronze blood. He actually has a support system in the clurch so even after his “accident” he’s well taken care of, with stuff to help his chronic pain. He’d still have a tough time once he got to trial age, probably staying hidden with the help of the clurch and feeling kind of shitty about not being able to go off planet. He tries to take his mind off it with games and self medicating.))

Send me 🖌 + any caste and i’ll tell a random headcanon about a bloodswap version of my troll.