#bucket rambles

[buck3t-barnes]

You’re telling me that, Peggy Carter, roughly 4 months after losing Steve (the man she supposedly loves) creates an organisation named after him (presumably) and decides to hire 1000+ Nazi scientists (people who Steve vehemently hated) to the organisation, one of which killed men from one of the units she was supposed be fighting alongside and who tortured/experimented on her (supposed) romantic interest’s best friend, and after said scientist started working with SHIELD, he was allowed to continue doing his ‘work’ with human experimentation with her not-actually-dead romantic interest’s best friend and torture him all the while having his name (that they took away from him via brainwashing) plastered of the SHIELD Wall of Valor in his memoriam, and then the writers decide that it’s entirely logical for Steve Rogers (after finding out all of this) to abandon said tortured best friend and go back to 1950s buttfuck nowhere to live with Peggy fucking Carter

[thebucketpail]

Just watched BtVS s6 e1,2, &3 for the first time and guys.

Willow and Tara being moms. Spike being Dawns sitter. Love love love

Actually Spike and Dawn in the whole three episodes is amazing. I love these two and the way its obvious how much Spike cares about Dawn even past the promise he made to buffy. I love the way he interacts with the buffybot, something he had made to stand in for Buffy but he can hardly even look at now.

Omg Willow going at that deer holy shit.

Omg Willow scary witch lady.

The way everyone was against the spell but went with it anyway. The secret relief when it didn't work. The immediate palpable fear in the group when they realized it worked but not quite right.

The tower scene holy fuck the tower scene.

"You had to dig yourself out of your grave.... i had to do that myself once too." AND THAT LITTLE HEAD TILT. JAMES MARSTERS IM COMING FOR YOU

"You didn't tell me because you knew that if it went wrong and you had to put down whatever came back in her place: i wouldnt have let you." !!!!!!!

SPUFFY.

All of episode three when they kept repeating "you were in hell" like THEY had to convince THEMSELVES thats where buffy was. But the undeniable feeling as the veiwer that that is NOT where she was.

The fact that she told Spike and no one else. No one else was allowed to know that they ripped her from the peace she had been longing for since s4.

Also Xander if you dont let Anya announce your engagment this second i will send you to actual hell. YOU proposed despite her telling you not to if you didnt really mean it. Dont be an ass here man your girl deserves better.

Honsetly theres so much more but these are my immediate feeling about the episodes

[theinfernalbucket]

Guys. I'm fucking going crazy, I want to

-Make Slingshot into a purrito

-Smother both Wemmbu and Slingshot Platonically but violently.

-Strangle Wemmbu

-Cry /hj

-Make fanart but I have other priorities.

Reerrururhrurueishdhdhf

Oh I also want to put Wemmbu, Slingshot, 4CVIT, Parrot, Coil, Smii7y and a whole fuck ton others into a blender or jar to shake them around in

[sadnessisavegetable]

I don’t know why my brain provided me with this idea, but I’m not mad(it might have to do with the @asklordghirahim account with the poor thing not coping with asks about Demise and me feeling bad for him). Ghirahim is having a very good time getting a massage like this.

(I know, I’m usually the freak who has so much ghirazant, but I happen to have randomly spaced ghirademi as well in my sketches since my version of Ghirahim has had several partners over his immortal life, including Demise and Zant both. And Demise, since I characterize him since he’s usually not provoked much in my writing because he’s big and scary and quiet, tends to enjoy Ghirahim’s company a lot despite Ghirahim occasionally being talkative.)

[alexluminosbucket]

just a thought.. if i were to open up commissions on like cash app or paypal something, would anyone bee interested in purchasing?

[bucketwritingpail]

The absolute relief of finishing my 11 week writing project the night before its due.

Sure it's a terrible first draft and I had to cut the story down alot from what I had originally envisioned. And it's kinda inconsistent and missing a couple scenes, but it's done so that all that matters.

That being said, I think I'm ready to start polishing the chapters and posting Voice Crack sometime in the next month. I am moving states soon though, so that may be subject to change.

[autistic-damian-wayne-truther]

just watched as you are… that was the most depressing thing ever wtf

[buck3t-barnes]

Thinking about what if the reason the Winter Soldier says “who the hell is Bucky?” instead of “who is Bucky?” is because hearing his real name after possibly decades (especially from Steve) made him slip back into Bucky’s old speech patterns for just a moment? Because I can’t imagine that the handlers and such allow the Winter Soldier to talk to them like a peer or a fellow coworker, they didn’t even treat him as human

and we know Bucky uses “hell” often in exclamations once he’s himself