#buggy bites

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I forgot to post for Data’s activation day (Feb. 2) and I genuinely feel guilty 😭 what a foolish mistake!

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I’m very very sick right now, and no one knows why. We think it’s because I’ve had the fan on at night and the cold dry air messed up my throat, but we’re not sure. My voice is completely gone and I can’t get out of bed.

I have a humidifier behind me puffing put billows of vapor and emitting a gentle blue glow. It’s very sci-fi looking.

So I’ve been imagining myself on the Enterprise, in the medical bay. An anomaly, something unexplained has caused me to fall ill and everyone is terribly worried. They know I can’t keep down much food, so they set the replicators to make small delicate portions of things like steamed vegetables and soup, as the doctor gently encourages me to eat. I sit up in bed as they lift a spoon to my lips and I politely sip some sort of herbal green soup, as they tell me about all the vitamins and important nutrients in this soup that should soothe my throat. The clouds of vapor pool up around me as the herbaceous taste brings comfort and familiarity. I tell them that this soup tastes like a Christmas candle, “in a good way”, and they laugh, grateful to hear one of my silly comments because it means my voice has returned. They lay me back down and tell me to rest, and hold a hypospray to my neck as the quick puff of anti-inflammatory medication reaches my throat almost immediately, providing quick relief. I fall asleep happier and in much less pain. I am taken care of.

(I’m sorry if this is poorly written and poorly tagged haha, I’m very tired right now. I can fix it later if there’s a problem)

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I need my fictional caregiver to be real rn and to help me clean my room. It will fufill my emotional spiritual physical psychological etc needs. bring me my robot caregiver NOW he can HELP me PLEze

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Tag List:

• Buggy Babbles: anything I’m just chatting about, agere, life stuff, headcanons and fandom stuff, etc :)

• Buggy Bites: Like buggy babbles, but may include sensitive topics that “bite” to talk about, yknow? These will also always be tagged with appropriate TWs as needed :)

• Buggy Boards: mood boards and outfit boards etc that I made :)

•MORE TBD!

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If you’ve ever sent me an ask, or a request for a moodboard; I’m so sorry. My ask box is broken and shows that I have 9 messages, but I can’t see them. I hope you haven’t sent me anything and it got lost. :(

I’d love to do some more requested mood boards, feel free to try to ask me! I’m just not sure if I can get your message 💔

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SERIOUS MEDICAL TALK:

Vent about my medical situation

I had two seizures yesterday and some very scary stuff happened to me. I’ve only just recently started having seizures and I’m lucky my second one happened in the hospital because I turned blue and they were worried I was choking :( please send me your kindest wishes because I’m super bed ridden now, I pulled my arm out of place and I can’t draw which is very sad for me :(

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TW: Venting, though it’s very abstract and really only deals with surface level feelings. Mentions of a partner and loneliness

I’m awfully sad. I feel so lonely. According to my partner, (and our chat logs) we’ve talked this week multiple times, but it feels like ages since we’ve talked and I’m incredibly lonely. I miss him so very much. I feel lost and miserable. Is there an opposite of regression? I feel as though I’ve aged into a forty year old office worker who has given up on joy. I don’t like it at all.

Have you ever felt this way? What helped you? Let me know :)