#bukii rambles

[hoyoimagines]

Dan Heng・Permansor Terrae's new trailer

I am normal...

I am not crying... *sniff*

[matsunoimagines]

I need to vent

It’s only been a day since the last episode, and I wasn’t going to acknowledge it, let alone say anything, but even if I’m the only person feeling this way I just needed to get it out somewhere.

I kind of more or less expect this post to be ignored which is good because my thoughts are probably very silly and something everyone can live without, so please don’t take this personally in any way at all! 

[Useless Bukii ramblings below]

I just...I don’t understand how others can be proud or happy seeing the matsus ‘grow into adults’ in the last episode. Seeing them get jobs, go out on their own, and essentially grow completely separate from each other. All of it was so sad, and so so hard for me to watch.

It really felt like such bright and unique stars had been pulled down to earth and forced to dim down and assimilate into typical society like everyone else. To not only give up much of their happiness and freedom, but also big pieces of themselves.

Watching these shows have always been to help escape such a confined and ordinary fate, so seeing even them have to struggle with such things feels only like a painful reminder how difficult reality is to just exist in. That’s why we escape after all, isn’t it?

I don’t want to see them having to deal with such stresses and cruel limitations of reality...they deserve so much more than they could ever get from our kind of world as it is. Going into space, facing alien baseball teams, fighting feudal lords, climbing mountains, bringing flowers to life and facing the consequences...even just getting to go to Chibita’s oden stall and laugh together like the careless drunk NEETs they are because for once we are able to see people as being more than acting like an adult and having a job. They’re so lovable and genuine and wonderful as they are. Capable of so much without having to worry about such trivial things like surviving bill-to-bill or being held down by jobs they don’t even want.

I know it’s going to go back to the endearing gag show next episode like always, I just needed to let it out of my system. How can people be happy about such a thing, when to me it just seems so, so sad...

[hoyoimagines]

I had a brief, yet wonderful dream where Dan Heng was holding me close and nuzzling against my temple and then he licked my neck but we don't need to talk about that ///

I can't help but feel like he was comforting me, encouraging me to do my best this semester 🤍

It's the subtle ways in which he shows love that leaves the biggest impact

[matsunoimagines]

“Bukii-Chan!” Vampire Osomatsu appears and kisses your neck. “You’re so sweet and cute. I can hardly resist.” He grabs you by the waist and pulls you close

A-Aaah Oso!

I-I’m all yours…~ ///

[matsunoimagines]

I ABSOLUTELY AGREE. my friend was all like “ITS SO BITTERSWEET!!!” and im just like um uh uh ok, sure... honestly i even felt like it was kinda forced!

Growing up in society is forced. We’re always shaped by the communities and people around us, bound by expectations and formed into molds of what the public deems a successful and fulfilled citizen.

Of course this isn’t always a bad thing at all! It’s what has helped humanity evolve into what we are today–especially with science, technology, and convenience. But the sad fact still remains that not everyone is meant to fit into those molds. Then what? What do they do? What do you do when you just want to be happy and free?

I’m honestly not even sure if there is an answer for that…but at least for the matsus, they don’t have to face such dilemmas, being in a reality-bending fictional world!

[matsunoimagines]

I totally agree with you!!People in the say "They need to get a job!" Or "They should Grow up!" But,Then they wouldn't be themselves and they wouldn't be happy!In episode 2 of season 2,They tried getting a job while being themselves right?But look how that turned out!So,They have to change themselves to get a job?That's not fair!!

I much prefer them being Themselves as Neets Then Them having to change themselves to make everyone else Happy…😢😡

Yes, I completely understand what you mean. They’re prefect they way they are, flaws and all. Especially when most of their ‘defects’ and ‘unhealthy traits’ are only things that impair their compatibility with working typical jobs. Unfortunately that is what seems to determine a majority person’s worth in general society…

[matsunoimagines]

"Bukii I know I'm late for white day but here" Oso hands you a box of multicolored macarons and a stuffed bear wearing a mini red Oso hoodie. He blushes a bit but smiles his boyish grin "How about I take you out? Anywhere you want to go".

Bukii’s eyes widen, sparkling in surprise at his lovely gift before throwing her arms around him with a big smile. “I would love nothing more! Anywhere with you is perfect, Oso… ❤️”

Aaaaaaaaaa S-Star-chan!

[matsunoimagines]

"Bukii you are so cute!" Oso says as he picks you up and spins you around. "How did I get so lucky to have someone like you?"

Bukii beams an incandescent smile in happiness as she leans her head down to gently brush noses with him. “I could ask the same about you~! ❤️”