#bulemia

[junkiepunkie]

[TW: ED, B-l-emia]

Guys I genuinely can’t believe this but you know how people say “you’ll wake up one morning and it won’t cross your mind anymore” about stuff??

Well I woke up this morning and I was looking through my photos for one particular thing and I saw pictures of me that I’ve always thought I looks fat in and for the first time since I was bulemic, I didn’t see ‘fat’. I saw my actual size.

it actually CAN get better. It has gotten better. I still catch myself feeling bad about my body yeah of course, but HOLY SHIT I’M FREE!!!!

[fuzzynecromancer]

Bobby

I headcanon Bobby the manager as a former Kpop star himself. I also headcanon him as a recovering bulemic, largely because of what he would have gone through as a Kpop star.