#bunchofwords

[sk8dienstuff]

Ive been through hell

My whole life everyday

When i wake up and before

I go to sleep i get mad and

Sad over everything my

Upbringing how I had to live

And survive how im broke

And have no bed at night

How every one I kno

Hates me or is on drugs

Ive done horrible shit

When I was little and

It ruins me till this day

Im literally in hell

But i cant just end it

Or ill be in the same

Damn place i am now

So I continue to fight

Until I have nothing left to give

Ik what i want I want

Someone real something true

That i enjoy there company

All the time i want a small home

I want to finish my dreams

Or I will just be a prisoner

Traped in my own mind

Never helping those

Who I brought the same pain too

I cant and wont fail

Even if it comes as slow

As a snail and I feel

Like its taking eternity

To achieve it wont

Happen over night

I want out of this hell hole

And I want to be able

To live with myself

And get close with god

And put my fucking heart

Out on a silver plater

And be like this is me

This is my life

This is my story

Take it how u want

But don't take it for granted

Cause it could happen to anyone

[onehundredstormwarnings]

Now who the fuck am I kidding.

If I'm okay with surrendering my sleep for you I'm scared of what else I'll let go for you. My sense of what's right and wrong said goodbye when you ended up breaking through. Ignoring me for almost 2 whole weeks then make me feel bad for your trust issues- What do you mean I don't get it, I got you memorized better that my fucking alphabet, got your voice with those words in the back of my head and yeah maybe if I could go back to the day we met I would turn around and get back in bed. Because bro- you ain't got nothing on me. My clothes on the floor that is my decision.

Now the fuck am I kidding...

[closerproximity-blog]

Height, proportion, body and weight Why couldn’t we get rid of the expectations made? Why don’t you lower down the standard rate? You body shaming piece of shit

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on events like this that i realize how close i am to everyone

how i'm sitting here just watching them counting the things i haven't done

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and in that dream you sat beside me so close our shoulders brushing

but in the end you scoot away and i was left yearning

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Her hands on his shoulders His’ on her waist They dance on slow waters Waltzing in different ways

And I stand there Watching it went down While I silently whisper to my self “Maybe next time”

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She's confident successful and full of wit She's never an insecure little bitch She's all smiles and kindness and heart She's that friend you've been longing about She's so cool and fun to hang out Never once would she hurt your heart Her patience is as deep as a well Her affection will make your hearts swell Never once will judgement slip out of her mouth Grumpiness won't even cross her mind She paints the world with her infectious laugh She's surrounded with so many people wanting her love

Write a poem about yourself in which nothing is true.

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that day i smiled at you cause i couldn't say hi

that same day i smiled at you again and you smiled at me goodbye