#bunslvt rambles

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cairn is so fucking good.

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so ive only played the demo but i think cairn might be the best video game ever made

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i saw the tv glow punched me in the face and ripped open a box of 10 year old repressed memories but it was perfect and everyone should see it.

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god I wanna fuck dr Bashir so bad his fruity ass long ass eyelashes I wanna see [THIS POST HAS BEEN REDACTED]

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dont follow me if youre a minor. dont follow me if you do not have your age in your bio. if you dont have an age in your bio i do not care what age you are im treating you as a minor. dont follow me if youre a minor. dont follow me if youre a minor. oh, and dont follow me if youre a minor.

dont follow me if youre a minor,

Dontfollowme If Youreaminor

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changing my name to winter btw, tired of using the femme version of my deadname, my parents wont call me by it anyways.

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i wish actually that instead of having to record footage and go and script a video I could just post pictures of my journal pages because I've been using it to write like little captains log updates about my playthrough and I recently used it to map out platinuming dark souls 3 and also a 0 -> 100 % playthrough of elden ring and I think they're really cool and it's helping me express myself in ways I never really have but also I don't want it to feel like something I'm doing to "make content" I'm not making im simply playing games and writing about my experiences this is personal it's indigestible because my log entries could be hours apart or days apart and im not filling in the gaps. idk if enough people seem interested I can post pics of the DS3 and Elden ring pages and we can go from there

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all the posts that are like "wow I was such an introvert until I learned I could have fun" are so disheartening to me. I understand everyone has their own lived experiences but it often comes across as "introverted people are depressed and once you get better you'll learn to be normal like the rest of us". Even when I'm surrounded by my group of friends who I all love trying to have a conversation with more than like 4 people feels like I should just disintegrate into the background and never say anything because I'll get talked over or never get a pause to jump in on. Anyways idk where this is going or what the point is, I guess I just wanted to say to other people who might feel the same as me, it is okay to be an introvert, the two categories of people are not "people who've gotten better" and "temporarily embarrassed extroverts"