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People empty me. I have to get away to refill.
Charles Bukowski
U 5:34pm May 17 2026 - Lv99 Introversion Be Like
(A text conversation, translated for your convenience)
Friend: Hey, are you in town? I saw you on the radar~
Me: Yup.
Friend: Cool! What's your schedule like. We should meet up for tea.
Me: Ok, yeah, I'm available tomorrow at noon.
Friend: Great. Till then!
*tomorrow noon ish*
Friend: Hey, I'm at Jinrong Plaza. I have a friend I wanna introduce you to. He's gay btw.
Me: .....
Friend: He flew in from Beijing and has been surfing my couch.
My 🧠: (Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope.)
Friend: This is kinda awkward lol. He's also bringing a ladyfriend with him 😅
Me: .... (Nope x10)
Friend: And the lady's bringing her kid 😅
Me: .... (Nope³ + 1)
Friend: You there?
Me: (Deletes app, gets the next train ticket home, disconnects phone number)
Me he estado despidiendo de ti poco a poco.
i know how people know that yeosang is shy but i don't think people realize that mingi is too? does that make sense
cause yeosang is shy AND timid. mingi is only shy. like he gets stressed interacting with people and tends to overthink before doing anything new but HE'S NOT TIMID. he's the type to just 'fuck it we ball' things. maybe that's why everyone's so intimidated by him, cause he's not the type of person to say or demand anything if he doesn't need to (cause again he's shy) but he will speak on things (being very direct) if he feels like he's not being appreciated or isn't being respected (ie. when he calls out atiny for saying bullshit or when he calls out the members and suddenly he can speak straight and doesn't jumble his words) and others find that intimidating because we tend to associate confidence with extroversion but you can still be confident while being introverted
and yes mingi is an ENTP but even ENTP's are the introverts of the E's. mingi likes connecting with people he likes but not with large groups of people.
It drives me crazy that I can’t get anything done when there are any people in a 50 mile radius of me (hyperbole) like I wish I existed in some monastery in the mountains where I never spoke to anybody, never had to worry about being needed for something, never suffered through an interaction etc etc etc
Like I’m so productive when I’m utterly alone it’s insane. People just existing in the same house as me kills that productivity instantly. K.O, game over, no hope
Clawing at my walls bruh I just want to do what I have to do and I can’t because my brain won’t let me do anything meaningful when there are people nearby. It’s like some awful reverse Minecraft curse “can’t sleep there are monsters nearby” but instead it’s “can’t work there are people nearby” like what. What went so wrong that I can’t do anything as long as there are human beings in a remotely close vicinity
Ridiculous