Feb 13, 2021
xhorsquad makes me SO emotional and for WHAT
#cha:bird#c:xhorhas#the way that they like...very much started as Coworkers but are now SO bonded to each other#absolutely no hesitation to all go help tatyan's brother. working so well as a unit. being willing to die and make cursed sword deals#to save each other. with NO hesitation#esp like. faelan tanvir tatyan bird. the original ones who were Given A Job To Do#and now we're SPLITTING UP#and it's SMART it's GOOD it's what we need to do because the sword is simply Too Important#and this plan splits up the hag-haunted people and keeps the sword away from the wind wolf and lets us do everything at once#but like.....ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!#we JUST started working well as a UNIT#were SO effective against corellia despite Everything#but like! bird would have gone by HERSELF if she had to! and instead tatyan and day are coming with her#but also...just them!#she trusts tanvir and faelan So Much and relies on them so much and she's....not gonna have them with her for this#and no elynor either!!!!#and bird like. was putting on a brave face but she's really SO scared of the wind wolf and the whole situation#she doesn't know what he WANTS from her or why he hates her enough to go after her home town!#like she kept saying during the strategy meeting! at least we KNOW what they want from elynor they just keep. threatning bird for No Reason#and if her village is getting harassed and people are getting killed and it's HER fault??? if they might even think she's PART of this?#like. does the wolf/hags want to KILL her? do they want her to join them???? what's going ON!#she's scared!!!!!!!!! but she wasn't gonna say Any of that because she knows all three of her friends--esp tanvir--well enough#to know it was ALREADY hard for them to leave her#so! head down get the job done we'll meet up in roshona when this is over and it's Gonna Be Fine#those goodbyes were just. they were SO good i care this party so much#real excited for tatyan and bird to Bond :] real excited (terrified) for this arc :D#and uhhhh tatyan and bird will simply have to stay alive because. god can you imagine how tanvir and faelan and elynor will feel--