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whooooops got a tad carried away thinking about my old idea of a frequency division based thingamajigger that @synths-and-sensibility reminded me of today ... :"D at least i'm excited about electronics for once
i want this one to look very pretty so i might turn it into the first commercial thing as equine eleqtronics. (eleqtronix? x is cool but people will call me a metasonix ripoff... especially those who know i like metasonix devices)
I'm being potentially offered an opportunity at work and I feel like I basically have to decide how much my mental health is worth lol Like on the one hand, I'd have to spend a lot more time with the owner of the company who is... a typical CEO... and I'd have a lot more responsibilities and stress on me. Plus I'd no longer be allowed to be remote, I'd have to be in office (which adds like an hour commute each way, so an extra 2 hours of my day). I'm already stressed and cry about my job regularly. BUT I would get DOUBLE my annual salary.... which if I kept living at the cost I do now, that's an extra years worth of money that my fiance and I can save each year to put towards a house and other large future expenses....
2 million mice
IS THIS SOME KIND COMPLIMENT BATTLE?? BECAUSE ILL MAKE SURE YOU LOSE!! YOU DESERVE ALL THE LOVE💚💖💘❣️💖💙💘💛💚💗💓💛💟🧡💛💝💙💓💓💞💚💞🧡💗💘❤️❤️💓💚💞💛💓❤️❤️💓❤️💗💞💛💙💓💙💕💖💖🧡💞💛💓🧡💓🧡🧡
This feeling of dull pain isn't a strange feeling to me. Naturally a person would find solutions to rid of it, but in my case if I do, I'd have to strip myself of a friendship that came beforehand. It sucks because it's so infamous of myself to fall for someone the longer I'm with that person. And it sucks more because the people I fall in like with, the ones I develop with, grow with, are the ones I'd give 110% of myself to, when in actuality they'd do it for someone else whom they've invested in emotionally. This is a mess. I'm a mess. "Sometimes I'm the mess. Other times I'm the broom. But on the hardest days, I have to be both."
11:11~
