#butitswhatever

[thegirlwiththebaseballtattoo]

I grew up watching Ichiro play ball. In 2001, he came over to the United States to play Major League Baseball after playing nine years in Ja...

I wrote this very emotional post yesterday and I’m sure that only my parents have read it, but I don’t really care because I’m growing. I’m always so scared to share my writing with people, but I push myself in a safe way and share it anyways. I’ve been feeling more joy in my life lately and I’ve been writing more as a result of that. I might even get the courage to post a poem I wrote for my creative writing class.

[ichooseumikachu]

I'm tired of feeling so unwanted. Growing up that's all it ever comes down to. I'm either replaced or they just get tired of me.

[naeisloveloveisnae]

If I was getting fucked and rubbed down on a regular basis, I wouldn't be AS moody.

[shakeraalexis]

Just stop frontin..

Don't front and cus when you get something you don't expect you feel some type of way..

[xmikesterx]

Everything was going good until the lack of communication. Ever since then I had many questions on my mind like why arent you talking to me?, whats going on?, basically whats up? etc.

I ended what we were trying to fix because this isnt the first time that happened. And yes it may sound stupid of me but when it comes to my feelings I get sensitive. I dont want to get hurt anymore. Maybe im taking this way to personal. I just cant stop thinking about you because all these feelings I tried to get rid of came back. But its okay ill get over it somehow. It just wasnt working out for me anymore. im just tired of going back and forth with these feelings and trying. I guess I wasnt trying hard enough like before. Its my fault.  Whats said is done and I cant take it back.

So its back to square one for me.