#butterrants

[butterisms]

happy new year i guess, though it doesn’t feel that special personally, feels like last week. ah well. pepsi helps with my day to day existential crisis

[buttercupsandsparrows-blog]

Hi, I'll do my best to get a comic done in the next week, if it doesn't happen..... Sorry.

[buttercupsandsparrows-blog]

Issues.....

Hi! I've been holding off making this post for a while cause I don't like to vent.... But I don't want to leave you guys in the dark. My dog we've had since BEFORE I WAS BORN passed away 3 days ago, my mom is on magazine deadline( using the only computer I have access too), and a Japanese exchange student is coming later this month to stay. So things have been awkward in my house and at my summer job. I've been going to Tuna's grave everyday. And I just sit there. Wishing she could've lived longer. Wishing that I could kill myself to bring her back. Everyday just wishing I could hold her. Wishing I could hold my dog, Tuna. Everyday I work, dogs go through the farmers market, big dogs I'm fine around..... But small dogs..... I can't stand it. Dashdunds are the most effective though. My dog was half dashdund, and every time I look at one, all I see is Tuna. My mom doesn't eat while on deadline so I'm pretty much her life support, I feed her and take care of two demons referred to as " siblings ". Then I have to clean out a room and learn more Japanese for our extange student. Top it all off with farm chores and I don't know how the everyday person could Handel it. Sorry for ranting. And please, wish love for Tuna.

[butterapplego]

im really close to losing my shit

i just cant fuckin deal with crap right now