I miss my mom... and my dad, hell, I even miss Mike and Eli.. when I was younger, I hated Mike because he always scared me, I really did..
Now that I'm alone, though.. without anybody there? I miss Mike. I miss him scaring me because, at least when he did, I knew he was there... I guess what I'm trying to say is I feel alone, and terrified...
I still have the nightmares, but nobody to comfort me when I wake up screaming and crying because of them. I still remember seeing things I thought were worse than they were, and I'm still scared of them; sure, I'm older now, but I know that I won't age past being a scared kid, and that alone terrifies me in this huge world.
I have Cassidy still, but she's grown distant because of events I won't mention. We're still friends, but it feels forced, and I hate every second of it!
I want dad... I want Eli, I even want Mike... or mom... just.. I need somebody I know so that I don't feel so damn alone...