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/Wouldn't be much of a surrender if I resisted./
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The land of Kansas had turned into ashes. The sight of it hurt him to the bones, as if the most important part of his youth had burned down, and abruptly taken away. After all, it was easy to blame everything on Lex, but he didn’t want to.
《All We Grow》
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
A little continuation to my Clex soulmates color AU. (I just like to write Lex’s breakdows:))
A continuation to this prompt fic http://mysteryismyart.tumblr.com/post/145869908950/so-i-just-read-all-your-bvs-fics-on-ao3-and-i-have#notes
Lex wakes up the next morning and tries to remember.
Lex woke up to agony.
Well, that might have been an exaggeration, but Lex dealt in absolutes so a head ache slowly but methodically pounding at his temples and the whole feeling of…wrongness in his body warranted a ‘code red’. He groaned into the pillow, and then groaned again because of the disgusting feeling in his mouth.
He was still wearing a suit.
Oh yes…The party must have been a success, Lex thought.
He pushed himself up and off the bed, stumbling over the edge but managing not to face plant on the floor. He needed a shower. He stood on his feet, unsteady, and looked around. The room was as pristine as ever – the cleaning staff was notorious at fighting Lex’ messiness – with the obvious exception of the bed. A glass of water was waiting on the nightstand. Lex grabbed clumsily and drowned the whole thing in one go. That was good. That made him feel more like himself.
As Lex slammed the glass back on the table, something else caught his eye. A sheet of paper, blank, safe for two lines on the top. A LexCorp engraving at the bottom called for official business so he reached for it, disregarding how much he did not want to work. The content was surprising though.
A phone number. And a name.
Clark Kent.
“Huh?” Lex peered at the paper as if it can reveal more secrets. “Kent…”
Something was nagging at the back of his mind, a thought that demanded to be acknowledged. The hangover was making it difficult but he was starting to recall something…
“Clark!” An enthusiastic shout. Nothing unusual that, Lex was always enthusiastic, especially when drunk.
“Clarky!”
“Oh…” Not good.
Lex squeezed his eyes, trying to shut down the memory, but his ears were ringing with his own voice, obnoxiously loud and demanding. He desperately needed to call for Mercy, but her patronizing would be the final nail in his coffin. He wouldn’t mind some babying right at that moment, but somehow she always skipped the good part and treated him like a child who was suffering terrible consequences his own actions. She would be so condescending.
Still, the situation called for some clarification. He found a phone, still in his jacket pocket, and sent her a quick text. Then, preparing to his horrible fate, he perched on the edge of the bed, hiding his face in his hands. He needed a shower and some more sleep and then, maybe, he will feel human again.
“You called, boss?” Mercy appeared, quiet as usual. How can someone wearing those heels move so soundlessly?...
“What’s this?” He waved the paper at her, looking up through the curtain of hair.
Her little smirk told him everything she thought about his current condition. Stupid. Pitiful. Why was he employing her again?
“A phone number, Sir.”
“I can see that,” he replied tersely, in no mood for games.
“It’s what you asked for.” She shrugged. “Last night.”
“Clark Kent’s number.” Lex said slowly, each word tasting sour on his tongue.
“Yes.”
“Why?”
“I believe you had a deal with him, Sir.”
Lex narrowed his eyes in suspicion, half expecting the whole thing to turn out to be a joke. But Mercy was not the type for jokes.
“Care to elaborate?”
“Apparently,” she glanced away, fighting a smile. “You really wanted to take Kent home. Or at least make out with him right there. Kent, however, was a perfect gentleman and told you to call him in the morning if you were still interested.”
That explained the mortifying memory of Lex trying to climb Kent like a tree. Metaphorically and literally. Mortified Lex released a pitiful whine and looked down at the sheet of paper. He had crumpled it up in a fit of agitation and now he tried to smooth out the corners just to have something to do.
“So are you, Sir?”
“What?” He asked distractedly.
“Still interested?” Her tone was too casual and Lex could easily understand the underlying warning. Was he though? Interested in Clark Kent…probably. The man’s alter ego, however, was not a simple issue. Lex’s gaze ran over the lines; he contemplated but it was all just pretend. He knew the answer as soon as he saw the numbers. He shrugged and Mercy heaved a sigh. She too, knew the answer already.
“I’ll leave you to it then.” She said and turned to leave. “Just…be careful.”
Lex waited until the door closed behind her to dial the number.
Hi! I think are a fantastically amazing writer, and I've read all of your BvS books on ao3. If you have time and want to, I was wondering if you could write a soulmate au (everything is black and white until you meet your soulmate) for Clex? Thanks!
Hi! Thank you for your amazing words! I’m incredibly happy that you enjoy my work:D
I’m not sure if this is what you had in mind when you sent me the prompt, but I hope you will like it! I try to fit the prompts within the movie canon when it’s possible so I did it here. Turned out pretty sad as a result.
(also I hope I did not mess up the grammar too badly)
Lex iswatching. It’s surprisingly easy to blend in with the crowd in the morningrush. He lowers the cap down over his eyes and pushes through the tourist group,hoping he had not missed the target. He catches a glance from a young girlwaiting in the line for coffee and her face lights up with recognition but Lexputs a finger to his mouth, winking playfully. It makes this little meeting theirown personal secret and the girl preens at the honor and smiles back and keepsher mouth shut. Good.
Lex steps aroundthe bus stop crowd and finally slows down by a non-descript apartment building.Nothing special except for the prize it keeps inside. He lingers there, looksat his mobile to check the time. Instead focuses on a text from Mercy. She isasking him to get back to LexCorp. In a very straight manner she warns that hisimpulsiveness will ruin them. She always does this. Lex ignores it. Looks up atthe building again. Third window on the fourth floor.
Lex changeshis mind and sends Mercy an emoji. Smiling. Upside down.
His phonespings with a new message, no doubt an angry retort, but he ignores it thistime. Watches how the lights go out in the flat. Feels his skin tingle withanticipation.
He leanscasually by the building across the street, most likely looking like a propercreep loitering while the crowd rushes by. He bites his lip when the door ispushed open and a figure steps out, in a hurry gets the jacket snagged by thedoor handle, scrambles to free himself, glasses falling down his nose. Free, helooks up and around, assessing the movement around him and dives into the flow,just another passer-by in a hurry.
Lex followы at a moderate pace, keeping histarget in sighе whilefalling behind not to get noticed. Not that the man is expecting any pursuit.Not that Lex has anything on his mind but to catch a proper look.
Clark Kentturns, avoiding a crush with an elderly woman, and smiles at her and…
And Lexfeels a wave of dizziness hit him and his eyes grow out of focus. He pauses,leans on a lamp post, the unexpected weakness making him lose his step. When helooks up, fingers still gripping the metal to keep steady, his target isalready out of sight. Lex knows where he is heading, has the route mapped outwith any variables taken into account. Which holds absolutely no meaning to himat that moment.
The worldcomes into focus again, slowly as if his eyes need to adjust all over again,and colors start creeping in from the sides. Very pale, very light, like comingout of a fog, but Lex notices them all the same. Squeezed his eyes shut, hopingto chase away the unwanted blue of the sky. It doesn’t help. The colorы rush in and he bites his lip untilit bleeds and then wipes the red blood away with his hand.
Thisdoesn’t change anything.
He takesout a phone to text Mercy.
“How is the operation SuperBat going?” Winky face.
He gets toplanning with renewed vehemence.
Hey :) Ok first of all I have to say that I absolutely love all of your clex fics. They're amazing and I'm so thankfull that your using bvs Lex Luthor! He's so adorable, Jesse Eisenberg was fantastic, anyway I wanted to ask whether or not you're still taking prompts? Because I recently saw Man of Steel and thought what if Lex and Clark started talking about how difficult their childhood was and that they both start to understand the other better. Totally up to you but thanks anyway, bye :)
Hi! Sorry it took me ages to post this but I hope you are still interested in the idea:)
Thank you for all your wonderful words! I admit I didn’t want to go the usual way and have them get a heart-to-heart, so I came up with this idea instead. I hope you can still enjoy the story:D (This was written with the scene from Man Of Steel in mind. I’m sure you’ll understand whihc one)
Warnings: dark, past childe abuse, emotional hurt/comfort
Clark remembers running – a flash of a memory that takes center in hisbrain and won’t budge. His head hurts like someone is drilling into his templesand he clamps his hands over his ears but it’s of no use. The noise is inside; it is in his mind and makes himlose control. The sense of reality is slipping away, destroying his tentativegrasp on the situation. He is on his knees but he doesn’t remember falling, theconcrete is hard and cold even through the Superman suit. If only he couldremember…if only he could recall coming here, what here actually is…
Why is it so cold? Why is there no one..?
Clark is sure he didn’t come alone. There was someone…someone weak soClark had to put him at his back, despite the mistrust between them. Someonebrilliant who managed to figure out the passcodes and get them inside. Someonewith a shrill voice, that rang in Clark’s ears when they got ambushed andseparated. Someone with bright blue eyes that shone with anger and fear as theother person got dragged away. His name…what was his name!
But Clark doesn’t remember. Doesn’t understand.
His vision is a blur – only a dark corridor ahead in a sharp focus.
And he runs.
No.
He remembers running. But it’sa wrong memory. This one is old and faded and so drenched in fear Clark knowsinstantly that it belongs to a child. Unable to resist he goes along with thevision, lets it carry him away.
So Clark runs. The corridor is long, the lights are dimmed, and thewooden floor squeaks under his sneakered feet. He knows this one. And, eventhough there is no childish laughter chasing him out of the classroom orworried calls of Ms. Rampling he dashes away down the passage that seems moregloomy than it actually was and barrels into the closet on his right. The smallroom is filled with darkness despite his mind insisting there should have beena light on – a single bulb casting unpleasant yellow glow. It’s not there now.It’s a small detail but it makes him uncomfortable, like his own skin is toobig for him.
He squirms but finds a place on the floor, folding his small body in afamiliar position. Hands wound around bent knees, an illusion of protection.
A sounds echoes outside – footsteps. And a sudden fear rushes throughClark. Father. One word filled withsuch terror it sends shivers down his spine. A scream rises in his throat andhe clamps both hands over his mouth to stop it. Tears are falling down his faceas he chokes on the cry; he is shaking so violently his teeth would be chatteringif he wasn’t keeping his jaw shut forcefully. Anything to stay unnoticed.
In a distant part of his brain Clark understand that this makes nosense. In his childhood he had never been afraid of his father. Jonathan Kentwas a strict man but he was loving and caring; never in his life had he madehis son feel this way.
Clark feared the outsiders, all those classmates who laughed and thenshunned him, all the teachers who looked at him with either pity of fear. Theworld around was scary but home was one place where he always felt safe.
This makes no sense – it’s the last moment of clarity before a new waveof dread overwhelms him.
So I just read all your BvS fics on ao3 and I have to give you a massive kudos. They're all so cute :D If you don't mind I have a prompt for you: could you write Clark dealing with a drunk Lex at a party?
Hi! Thank you for the prompt! It’s was fun to write:)
I know I’m very slow in dealing with prompts, but I won’t abandon any of those, I hope you don’t mind it took me so long to write this. And I hope you will enjoy the story!
(At some point Follow Me Into The Jungle came on myplaylist while I was writing. So all the drunk Lex happens to this song in myhead)
The party was wild even by a crazy rocker standards.Clark honestly had no idea how he was supposed to interview the celebrities whowere ranging from ‘on the wrong side of tipsy’ to ‘outrageously drunk’. Jimmy jokedthat they probably could pull all the secrets out of these people and theywouldn’t even remember any of it the next day. How the hell did a bookpresentation turn into this was a mystery that would most likely go foreverunsolved; it certainly felt like he had turned away just for a second andeveryone went from serious to hard party mode. The abundance of liquordefinitely didn’t help, as well as the sudden strobe lights in what at firstseemed to be a serious congress hall.
The heat was unbearable as Clark wound his way througha mass of dancing bodies, carefully evading a groping hand or two andsidestepping a movie star who tried to make out with him. There really wasn’tanything for him to do, but his editor would be furious if Clark left andmissed anything noteworthy.
“You know what’s the most ridiculous thing about thisis?” He shouted over the music to Jimmy, who was trying to catch a couple goodshots. It wasn’t working well, seeing how he was equipped to shoot a gala, notan orgy under strobe lights.
“I have a feeling you are about to tell me.”
“If nothing truly atrocious happens – and I’m talkingan attack of a huge lizard level of horrible – all I’m going to write is howthis distinguished people were all nice and noble and supported the author.”
“Well they are very supportive.” Jimmy commented. “Oneof them even lets her do body shots off him.”
Clark groaned and ran a hand over his face.