me: when i read in my spare time, it’s only classic lit or philosophy. otherwise, when im reading for school, it’s academic articles or (again) philosophy. i dont even read fics anymore like, at all. and i love classic lit soo much. i wish i could write smth like that even tho i dont think i have the skills. but skills are to be honed, so… maybe… maybe i should start experimenting with my writing instead of using the same style i developed as a teenager all those years ago. i just got back into writing after all, i should just! get more poetic and serious and creative about it! i could write philosophical mzen…….. try my hand at creative wacky prose mzen….
also me: hi i just spent the whole day working on a WILD [redacted] college mzen fic which i will NEVER EVER publish. it’s long. and i wrote it all in a frenzy too. nasty stuff. [redacted]. and tomorrow i shall continue working on my wips and write like i always do, same prose same style same everything. *clears throat* “they smooched….”