@bxrnwild | ♡ FOR A STARTER .
HE DIDN ’ T WANT TO BE HERE . by orders from his therapist , he was forced to live on a farmland and help out with daily chores . this was suppose to help his germaphobia –––– but this place was hell on earth for him . dozens of animals wallowing in their own feces , bugs of many kind crawling all around , dirt and dust everywhere he looked . SO MANY GERMS .
tadaomi could be found in the bedroom he would be staying at . his suitcases were still neaty packed and placed on his bed . he was sitting up in the fetal position with his back against the wall and sitting on the wooden floor boards . why would his doctor send him to such a place ? how would a place like this help him ? he hasn ‘ t even gotten the chance to meet the owner of this farm yet and he was already having a mental breakdown . he had already taken the liberty of using the restroom and scrubbing his hands as hard as he could –––– but no matter what , he could not get the feeling of filth off of him .
tears streamed down his cheeks as he held onto his face . his hands were scraped and bleeding due to his overly excessive scrubbing . he didn ‘ t want to be here . he wanted to be home and bathe himself in bleach immediately . tadaomi felt like a trapped animal . HE WAS HELPLESS .
