after an amazing year on tumblr that made me gain writing confidence and plenty of mutuals which i am super grateful for, it is now time to reflect on my first year of serious fanfic writing!
as much as i love all of my works i’ve done throughout this year, we have to talk about the ones that ‘popped-off’ or ‘slayed’ the most.
most works have mature themes/jokes ── mdni
to check all my work go to –> masterlist
ᯓ★ ᴀᴡᴀʀᴅ ᴛᴏ ꜰɪʟᴛʜɪᴇꜱᴛ/ᴋɪɴᴋɪᴇꜱᴛ ꜱᴍᴜᴛ:
lick it up 𖦹 [ brat tamer!soldier boy x fem!reader]
hide and ghostface seek 𖦹 [ demon!dean & soulless!sam x fem!reader ]
little red riding.. what? 𖦹 [ dom!sam winchester x fem!reader ]
mask of zorro 𖦹 [ sub!dean winchester x fem!reader ]
oh if books could talk 𖦹 [ sam winchester x fem!reader ]
rockin’ around the christmas tree 𖦹 [ husband!soldier boy x fem!reader ]
i’ll make you cry 𖦹 [ russell shaw x fem!reader ]
ᯓ★ ᴀᴡᴀʀᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰʟᴜꜰꜰɪᴇꜱᴛ ꜰʟᴜꜰꜰ:
soda pop 𖦹 [ dean winchester x reader ]
my brave girl 𖦹 [ sam winchester x pregnant fem!reader ]
stay, safe & side 𖦹 [ sam winchester x gn!reader ]
cool for the summer 𖦹 [ dean winchester x fem!reader ]
chocolate covered strawberries 𖦹 [ sam winchester x fem!reader ]
sweeter than candy 𖦹 [ mark meachum x fem!reader ]
let it snow, let it snow, let it snow 𖦹 [ s1!dean winchester x fem!reader ]
have yourself a merry little christmas 𖦹 [ castiel x gn!reader ]
buy me presents 𖦹 [ sugardaddy!jensen ackles x fem!reader ]
ᯓ★ ᴀᴡᴀʀᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀɴɢꜱᴛɪᴇꜱᴛ ᴀɴɢꜱᴛ:
the scars you don’t see 𖦹 [ dean winchester x fem!reader ]
unworthy 𖦹 [ dean winchester x reader ]
talking to the moon 𖦹 [ dean winchester x reader ]
bittersuite 𖦹 [ dean winchester x fem!reader x sam winchester ]
safe with me 𖦹 [ mark meachum x fem!reader ]
too dangerous to love 𖦹 [ soldier boy x reader ]
ᯓ★ ᴀᴡᴀʀᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛɪᴠᴇ ɪᴅᴇᴀ:
body swap series 𖦹 [ dean winchester x fem!reader ]
sweet taste of victory 𖦹 [ sam winchester x fem!reader ]
ᯓ★ ᴀᴡᴀʀᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʀᴀᴄᴋɪᴇꜱᴛ ᴄʀᴀᴄᴋ:
our naive little angel 𖦹 [ team free will x fem!reader ]
quirky soon-to-be dad 𖦹 [ boaz priestly x fem!reader ]
pudding thief 𖦹 [ dean winchester x reader ]
she’s my cherry pumpkin pie 𖦹 [ dean winchester x reader ]
santa claus is back in town 𖦹 [ soldier boy x fem!reader ]
ᯓ★ ᴀᴡᴀʀᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴍᴇꜱᴛɪᴄᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴅᴏᴍᴇꜱᴛɪᴄ ꜰʟᴜꜰꜰ:
santa baby 𖦹 [dean winchester x fem!reader ]
sunday kind of love 𖦹 [ beau arlen x fem!reader ]
saturday night baby fever 𖦹 [ beau arlen x fem!reader ]
veins and vows 𖦹 [ jensen ackles x fem!reader ]
last christmas 𖦹 [ beau arlen x reader ]
ᯓ★ ᴇᴠᴇɴᴛꜱ ᴘɪᴇᴀɴᴅꜰʟᴀɴɴᴇʟ ᴘᴀʀᴛɪᴄɪᴘᴀᴛᴇᴅ ɪɴ
kinktober .ᐟ smutmas .ᐟ
ᯓ★ ꜱʜᴏʀᴛᴇꜱᴛ ᴘɪᴇᴄᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ:
valentine’s day with sam [ 85 words ]
ᯓ★ ʟᴏɴɢᴇꜱᴛ ᴘɪᴇᴄᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ:
hide and ghostface seek [ 3.4k words ]
ᯓ★ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ ᴘᴏᴘᴜʟᴀʀ:
body swap series 𖦹 [ dean winchester x fem!reader ]
like a faucet 𖦹 [ dean winchester x fem!reader ]
mystery solved 𖦹 [ dean winchester x fem!reader ]
notes: again i would like to thank yall from the bottom of my heart for all the love and support i’ve gotten in 2025 as a rookie fanfic writer!! there is so much more to come from now on!! ✍️💞
Sorry for disappearing, this year I didn't know how to rest and ended up with burnout or very tired several times. Next year I want to enjoy it more and draw more often without stress!
It's past midnight for PST folks... Happy 2026 I suppose. Yule's over, time to spend the rest of the year doing shit. Or not. Depends which way of the slay scale I decide to swing.
Boyyyyyyy the weight gain is crazy!!! Size 14 to a size 18! And keep in mind, that today im a size 18 but August 28th i was a size 22!
I don't even know how to explain there was never really a moment where i realized i was fat asf... probably because SHAPE will make you DELUSIONAL!
Building self discipline, my biggest challenge is having a home where nobody in it supports me. Because I feel my self discipline is naturally nonexistent! I want it? I get it. With anything!! money, bags, a trip, that damn cherry cheese cake. Having to be structured and control my impulses? Ha! Keep in mind i have a family that's actively working against me. I understand that i led the charge at one point but I felt life I could never reset the tone to be more productive for my progress. Now that I'm getting my shit together officially and consistently, my biggest flex is that I'm still coming thru for myself! By any means necessary!
I spend up to 4 nights a week outside of my house at my brother's just to make sure I'm not eating after 8, nobody is coming in my room with oreos in their hands nobody is cooking a big ass meal at 745. Because most times I still can't say NO once I want something. I've removed the temptation.
Another challenge is getting back on track after a slip up! Like "omg I went 200 calories over my goal! You know what, fuck all this shit I'm done trying" and there goes all effort! Which is why I never really did diets or anything of the sort cuz I would never stick it out. I had to decide to make LIFESTYLE CHANGES. So when i slip now, I just tell myself I'll "reset and do better tomorrow"
This time last year I thought by now I'd be so much smaller! If I had the ability to see the future back then and see myself now id be disappointed! And maybe that's why we can't see the future in the first place! Because that glimpse would've shown size and that's it. I wouldn't have seen the patterns i had to build to break the habits i didn't even realize i had. I wouldn't have seen the mental transformation. I wouldn't have seen me go from pressing 150lbs to 380lbs! I wouldn't have saw how much I'm winning!
So I don't have any hopes or body goals for 2026. I'm just excited to get there and see what the changes I've made now will do for my transformation then!! 🥰🥰
Here's a simple drawing of Madagascar in human form.
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I know it's not much, but this represents what most of us have gone through this year.
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Anyway, I hope you like the little bit of art I made. See you next year!
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Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.
