#c!rei

[re-ikrmso]

I like makin my ocs all upset :p

(re-ikrmso, is there a single one of your ocs who are mentally well? NOT AT ALLLLLLLLLL :D)

in fact heh...im betting on it.... smug face (o゜▽゜)o☆

Song listened to: GEN.KLOUD - LOVE ME (feat. Gabriel Paris)

[re-ikrmso]

TIME TO ADMIT SOMETHING!!!

THESE TWO...used to be my persona 5 ocs!!! T_T but i was way to embarrassed about it so i slammed them into just original oc territory gahhh

(its not like the lore made any sense anyways)

[re-ikrmso]

DEBUTS FOR BOTH! "GOLDEN MASK" and DREAMY!!!

ruAGHHH!! FINALLY SOME ALONE ART OF 'GOLDENMASK' AND 'DREAMY' !!!! MAIN CHARACTERS OF MY 4TH MAIN STORY!! RUAGHHH!! one DID MAKE A DEBUT IN an earlier post of mine teehee but ruaghhh

Lyrics reference in the picture is from this!

Muse- Supermassive Black Hole

i have a much cooler stand-alone picture of these two, but arrughh.. golden mask you have no good colored in pics nooo

ALT VERSIONS BELOW!! wish i saved one where it was just goldenmask...

fun of le fact they were originally Persona ocs! but they just make no sense in lore and were mostly because i got major inspiration looking at someone else's designs and were like "WOW I WANNA MAKE ART LIKE THAT TOO" and i had this one sick scene that wont go. aughh.

[re-ikrmso]

c!Rei has no future because they have nowhere to go, nothing to do. No one will help them. They can struggle all they like, but in the end they’ll return.

But they will have one. Because they’re still there, aren’t they?

c!ikari has no future because they’re already dead. Thier humanity is forfeit (but they are sorely mistaken). Eternity turns the past, present and future into a blur, and if not then it’s the manicial former god-”friend” that strips anything resembling thier life.

  But they do have one. Thier free will is thier future. Every heartbreaking moment, joyful, fearful/emotional moment of thier own and shared with others is how they can live with themselves. How they can wish for the future, and for themselves. 

Original RT Mangie and Blue have no future because they’re already living it. The future is the present and they have today to enjoy, and tomorrow, and the day after, and that birthday on thier calender and so on... They just have to work out some random things, but that’s life. 

RT Intervals Mangie has no future because they can’t believe they’d have one. No point in trying. But they’re still living, aren’t they? They’re not dead yet, they’re not gone. Anyone can become better. Even if it hurts and sucks complete ass, anyone can still try to be better. 

RT Intervals Blue has no future because they are weak, and finds that nothing stays. But nothing lasts forever, and they’ll find that not everything has been wiped away completely clean. They will find strength in themselves one day.

RT Nameless has no future because there’s no point in having one. What’s the point in living? Is there...? 

There is. Because they’re still here aren’t they? Not everything is going to be fine sometimes. But it’s going to be okay. They have to believe. 

Sorry for the depressin kinda content in here! read something, something struck me irl, and then it got me thinkin about how similar my characters are and maybe how they would view a “future”. kind of- its a composite of what they believe and what they’re doing regarding that concept. and like. ‘as long as you’re still here that means something’ that idea really resonates with me and its gonna resonate a lot in similar but slightly different ways. its not gonna be a very main point across all stories but like. :p  also yea “have to believe” super fuckin vauge i know but that was a really comforting notion to me in a way. I cant call it quits and be a wuss cause im still here. im still in the game. that kinda thing.

also in case i was too vauge: all of them are wrong about not having/being unable to have hopes, dreams or a future. 

//also writing this out helped me figure out how fucked some of my characters are in the head hot damn i shoulda fuckin known the comedy-based comic versions of my main charatcers are the least fucking truamatized/doing the most well. like, c!ikari is like completely messed up during the 4th season of the RPD!universe so idk what i expected lmao

[re-ikrmso]

i don’t really mention my 4th main story much cause the only thing i really have down are the two main charatcers and a slight bakstory but now that ive gotten a more full outline im gonna start rambling about that story. i am so fucking glad i made that idea dump about isekai ideas cause im gonna stitch this story toegether with that. no name for my story yet though. hmm

anyways, main character is c!rei and they are basically tormented by a spirit who claims to be “just a possum”. They have no idea who this spirit is, but think that they’re like. below being a demigod but above being a ghost that haunts a house. They have nowhere else to go and are lonely and said spirit is verryy much banking on that.

They have nowhere to go, but they’re not desperate enough to decide that going nowhere would be better than where they are. Unreality seeps through thier claws as a Dreamy Possum fades into smoke.

second main charatcer is the tormenter!!! c!dreamy!!! i really couldnt come up with any names. but yea, they’re not really out for some grand cause (at least for now)  they just wanna fuck around and look cool. c!rei owes thier life to them, and for that they made rei thier “servant”. They often switch between an inmatieral form of gas/smoke and are really funky looking. 

Some say this spirit was formed from the excess amount of incense from praying peoples. Some say a vengeful possum that was drowned rose from the ocean to torment the living. Some say this spirit was not even of this world, nor from the heavens or from the underworld but from some kind of demented unreality. Others say they were once a god of wishes that grew tired of the celestial order--driven to insanity after years of recieving ill-intented hopes and sorrowful cries rotted thier mind--and was struck down by the gods for thier rebellion. They could only speculate so much, as this spirit was recent to them. They only seemed to appear after a strange person clad in gold started appearing...