#c fidelis

[the-prince-is-not-a-woman]

This song just popped into my head and I'm imagining Fidelis would sing this herself in universe with Fàdô providing backing vocals.

No actual vocals because I don't have a microphone or anywhere quiet to record, so the main vocals are "sung" by virtual guitar and organ and the backing vocals are virtual harp and grand piano. It's always the weirdest combos of instruments that get me the sound I want.

Lyrics:

I wish you could understand

But I don't hate you enough

For me to show you how

To show you

How to understand

But don't love myself enough

For me to show you, show you

Wish I could be

The kind of selfish of the other

To put me first

To be on lookout just for

Number one

I've been conditioned

I can't help but to be helpless

A people pleaser

Sitch inferior I must confess

Gotta change you get it

I'm pushed to my limit

I don't want to lose

So I have to let go

I wish you could understand

But I don't hate you enough

For me to show you how

To show you

How to understand

But don't love myself enough

For me to show you, show you

It's like a knife

To me can't tell if it is apathy

If I'm no use

To you would you discard me

It it true?

I've been conditioned

I don't want but to be helpless

A people pleaser

Unacceptable I must stress

Gotta change you get it

I'm pushed to my limit

I don't want to lose

So I have to let go

I wish you could understand

But I don't hate you enough

For me to show you how

To show you

How to understand

But don't love myself enough

For me to show you, show you

You too rely on me

I wanna lean on you

I want to take some more

Before I give to you

You too rely on me (you too rely)

I wanna lean on you (you)

I want to take some more

Before I give to you

You too rely on me (you too rely)

I wanna lean on you (you)

I want to take some more

So I can give to you

Gotta change you get it

(Gotta change you get it)

I'm pushed to my limit

(Pushed to my limit)

I don't want to lose (lose)

So I have to let go

Just ask me,

Tell me no !

I wish you could understand

(I wish)

But I don't hate you enough

(I wish)

For me to show you how

(I wish that you could understand)

To show you

How to understand

But don't love myself enough

(I wish that you could understand)

For me to show you, show you

How to understand

But don't love myself enough

For me to show you how,

To show you how

[the-prince-is-not-a-woman]

Girl, you're anxious about the wrong things

[the-prince-is-not-a-woman]

I know noone uses Instagram reels and I did reupload this to tiktok,,, but the audio is better on Instagram

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