Oh fuck, i need you. Where are you? I mean, I need your care and love but we would fuck again and again if you were here. Like we always do, and I do not think we are wrong. But you know, I am not normal. And you are. We aren’t fitting today, I’m so sorry. I can’t just become what would fit you today, you can’t too. I’m not asking you to fit me, to make me feel like the best man ever. Better than any man you ever and never knew, better than that actors, that actors. I don’t know, but I still feel I’m ruining everything. I’ll ruin everything. Again. We will fuck and cry again. I’m so sorry. Do you still wanna me, dear? Do you still on the mood, honey? Do you still love me, lovey? How do you love me? How can you? I still a confused monster, don’t I? And you still loving me, don’t you? I love you too. Thanks, dear. Let’s fuck like you wanna. I wanna too.
















