May1.2012
This is my first blog.
Ever.
So this is kind of a big deal for me. Where do i start?
"I was born a baby...." no no no
Let's FF to me, right now.
Age:22 / Sex: Male / Located in the great state of Texas.
I'm passionate about my words, movies, my ideas, music, and the idea of sharing ideas. I had a normal childhood. Better than most probably. I'm not an ass-hat, okay. I'm stating a fact, not bragging. Middle-upper class, white, mom and dad married for 28 years etc. etc. I've been in and out of what past me thought was "love" for the past 10 years.
I've always kept to myself. I'm social yet I find most company unappealing or lack-luster. It's a simple combination of knowing what you're looking for in life, wanting to learn more from others, and not giving a fuck.
I am a hopeless-romantic. I will say that. I fight my battles with rhetoric, fire, and words. I believe in violence when necessary; which is rare if ever.
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Fast forward to April 29th and one would learn that I had to face the unfortunate and awkward situation of being stood up; for the first time ever. Not only was I stood up but I caught said female perpetrator red-handed and in her own web of lies.... yeah, ugly.
(Self-Disclaimer): I am a Communications and Social Media Major
Lying to me is nearly impossible. It's both a gift and burden.
BACK TO THE STORY! So in hindsight, I gathered that I should thank the Ice Queen for her frosty blow. I realized that I would have rather wanted to face the music than accompany a "half-hearted" effort on her part.... if that.
This "social rejection" inoculated me to the idea that I could continue with this streak of confidence instead of letting it bog me down.
So, on May 1st, I asked an older woman out. Age gap is 4+ years. Which might not sound like anything to any of you. But hey, who's writing the story?
It was an act so out of my character that I called my little brother and filled him in on my strange behavior.
A new chapter ends. A new chapter begins.
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