#cabesmeadow

[luobingmeis]

op is literally a ray of sunshine whom i love but go off i guess

mj is literally the light of my life but go off i guess!!!!!!

[dungeonsanddaggers]

Unemployment and chill??

[feyland]

∞!!

Please forget me, you were right dear,I am cold and self-involved,And though I'll miss you, recent loverI am weak and therefore fold -Small Hands - Keaton Henson

[solvatochrome]

hey hi hello i just got home from therapy and im chillin with my bff now!! its nice but im thinking about having to get up for work tomorrow and im super not feelin it its so cold and kinda snowy where im at so i rly dont wanna go anywhere aaaaaa

eugh yeah i feel it i hate going anywhere in the snow

especially work, lol

gross

but im glad u have time to chill now!!!! enjoy it bb. also am proud of u for going to therapy good work ur a star 

i hope you have a good day at work tomorrow!!!! regardless of the snow

[luobingmeis]

♫ me bitch (im kidding do gansey!!!!!!!)

bitch you’re acting like i WON’T put down songs for you

you, the loml, give me big strawberry blond (mitski) vibes and party tattoos (dodie) vibes and i honest to god don’t have Explanations those songs just give me very You vibes omg

and then for!!!! gansey my boy!!!!! youth (daughter), everything stays (rebecca sugar), & lonely town (brandon flowers)!!!

[luobingmeis]

big LOML energy

:’)) im love u so much

[luobingmeis]

“the raven cycle” as florence and the machine songs

blue sargent: my boy builds coffins

My boy builds coffins for better or worse Some say its a blessing, some say its a curse He fits them together in sunshine or rain Each one is unique, no two are the same

richard gansey the iii: between two lungs

It was trapped between two lungs And my running feet could fly Each breath screaming "We are all too young to die" 

adam parrish: rabbit heart

You made a deal, and now it seems you have to offer up But will it ever be enough? This is a gift, it comes with a price Who is the lamb and who is the knife?... I must become a lion hearted girl Ready for a fight Before I make the final sacrifice

ronan lynch: drumming song

I run to the river and dive straight in I pray that the water will drown out the din But as the water fills my mouth It couldn't wash the echoes out I swallow the sound and it swallows me whole Till there's nothing left inside my soul

noah czerny: third eye

Cause there’s a hole where your heart lies And I see can it with my third eye And though my touch, it magnifies

henry cheng: which witch

I'm not beat up by this yet You can't tell me to regret Been in the dark since the day we met Fire, help me to forget

blue/gansey: cosmic love, long & lost

i. I took the stars from my eyes, and then I made a map And knew that somehow I could find my way back Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too So I stayed in the darkness with you ii. Without your love I'll be So long and lost, are you missing me? You wonder why it is that I came home I figured out where I belong

ronan/adam: howl, hardest of hearts

i. Be careful of the curse that falls on young lovers Starts so soft and sweet and turns them to hunters A man who's pure of heart and says his prayers by night May still become a wolf when the autumn moon is bright ii. There is love in your body but you can't hold it in It pours from your eyes and spills from your skin Tenderest touch leaves the darkest of marks And the kindest of kisses break the hardest of hearts

the raven cycle: dog days are over, breath of life, you’ve got the love, all this and heaven too

i. Run fast for your mother run fast for your father Run for your children for your sisters and brothers Leave all your love and your longing behind you Can't carry it with you if you want to survive ii. To get a dream of life again A little vision of the start and the end But all the choirs in my head sang no iii. Sometimes it seems the going is just too rough And things go wrong no matter what I do Now and then it seems that life is just too much But you've got the love I need iv. And the heart is hard to translate It has a language of it's own It talks in tongues and quiet sighs And prayers and proclamations in the grand days Of great men and the smallest of gestures

[chokopoppo]

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life sure is happening!!! how about you???

it’s going alright!!!

actually this past semester was pretty nice. i actually played the lead role for the first time in...my entire acting career? in this semester’s Opera Workshop performance. people told me i made them cry! it felt good! other than that though, i haven’t had antidepressants since late september because my life is............a disaster rn. IT’S OKAY THOUGH. sometimes? we just gotta soldier through stuff.