#caitlyn rambles

[misscrazyfangirl321]

If you messed up today...

It’s okay. 

Everyone in the world messes up, and no matter what that voice in your head is saying, you haven’t messed up worse than anyone else in history. 

It’s okay. 

Just keep moving. 

Keep going.

Hang in there. 

[sunshinerozanov]

i can’t wait to get my new laptop charger tomorrow so i can get back to making masterlists for @thebuddiemasterlist !!

i’ve been putting it off since it costs $80 (thanks apple) but i miss my laptop so, sorry wallet :/

[thiskindofshootingstar]

I literally just dyed my hair but I keep looking at that sunset pic like "Should I dye my hair pink?"

[sincerelycalum]

do you think that cashton have a deal that if they’re not married by a certain age that they’ll just marry each other

[aleksandermorozovaa]

Tag game time

rules: complete the fifteen questions and tag ten others who you follow but you want to get to know more!

I was tagged by @faesbeforebaes thanks gal, you the best!

name: Caitlyn

age: 20

country: England, Ew I know.

favourite colour: Green as always but also mustard/golden yellow. 

when you made this blog: Years ago, it’s been too long

follower count: like 450? Idk

choose a superhero power: Idk either like super smart or elemental control specifically fire control. OHHH or to beable to control the weather like Storm.  

favourite drink: COFFEE FUCK ME UP MATE.

a song you love right now: I don’t have a song I love love right now, but Kill you conscience by Shinedown is a fave as well as Killing ourselves to live by Halestorm.

dream career: I’d love to be a writer but I don’t have the motivation or the self confidence to do so... Probably an archaeologist but I’m not smart enough for that soooo. 

dream vacation: Scotland, Ireland, Canada, anywhere that’s not England. I’d prefer it to be a permanent vacay.... 

hogwarts house: Not that I fuck with hp anymore, but I still feel that Gryffindor pride. 

favourite character/characters of the week: I’m so happy this says of the week because otherwise it would be a LIST  ™,,,, what can I say? It’s still long. Thomas and Audrey Rose obviously. But also Cullen Rutherford from DA. Then theres Geralt, Yen and Ciri from the Witcher. My new fave fam I love them so much. Shout out to Dean Winchester tho can’t not mention my main man.

how you like to keep your hair: I like it down, but its never looks nice when i want it too. I love it curled tho. Otherwise, I wear it half up or in a pony tail.

christmas or halloween: H A L L O W E E N. fuck Christmas 

I would like to tag: @darlingod @moyasolkoroleva @damon-winchester @darklesmylove @darcblak

[misscrazystudyblr321]

I've realized that my handwriting is... Not nearly as nice as I thought it was? So now I'm super nervous about posting notes on here. Tomorrow, though. Tomorrow, I'll do it.

[misscrazyfangirl321]

I love the way other people can just... Impact the way you see the world. Not just in big ways, either.

My best friend loves anything and everything to do with outer space. Now, whenever I see shirts or memes or photographs or anything of outer space, it makes me happy because I know she'd love it.

An internet friend has a sunflower for an icon, and loves to garden. I've never been much of a plant/garden person, but now, whenever I see anything related to gardening, it makes me excited, and whenever I see sunflowers, I think about her.

A crush I had for years plays jazz music. As a rule, I'm not a huge fan of music without lyrics, but listening to him play just made it come to life for me, and whenever I hear jazz music, I smile.

A woman who is almost like a second mother to me loves high heels. Now, I never wear them, and shoe shopping with me in general is like pulling teeth. But whenever I see bright, sparkly high heels, all I can think about is how much she'd love them.

My grandmother on my dad's side passed away before I was born, but she loved owls. Because I've heard my family talk so much about this, whenever I see owls, I think of her.

I have one internet friend I rarely talk to, but whenever I see cute animal images, I always tag her. (And she does the same for me.)

The list goes on.

So if you ever think that you don't matter, that you don't make a difference to people, please know that's not true. You're leaving your own little footprints in the world, and you don't even realize it.

Never doubt it.

[misscrazyfangirl321]

If you're struggling with a specific sin....

Recognize what triggers it. Are you more likely to give into that sin when you're tired? Hungry? Stressed?

The most important thing is to pray about that sin, and ask God to take it away, but recognizing those triggers can be helpful.

For me, I know that I'm more likely to read smut if I'm extremely tired, or if I've had too much sugar during the day. (The second one surprised me, honestly.) So if I'm tired, I can make a conscious effort to not take my tablet with me if I'm going to be in an isolated room, or not get on fansites. Just KNOWING what flips that switch in your brain can be helpful.