Oct 21, 2013
Crying because Cal has literally not had sex with anybody yet because every time a thread starts in which she's supposed to lose her virginity life gets in the way. >_<
And she wants the D so bad.
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Crying because Cal has literally not had sex with anybody yet because every time a thread starts in which she's supposed to lose her virginity life gets in the way. >_<
And she wants the D so bad.
Ziggy's Star Wars shirt.
Luther's song for every single pairing that means he doesn't get Cal in the end.
That ain't my truck in her drive man, this ain't my day tonight. Looks like she's in love and I'm out of luck That ain't my shadow on her wall Lord this don't look good at all That's my girl, my whole world but that ain't my truck.
Ziggy: He approached Cal, a terrified look on his normally goofy features. "Vex finally found a way to stay with us," he swallowed hard past the lump in his throat. It should have been a happy statement. "I'm not supposed to know. None of us are, but I found out and..." Tears began to trickle down his cheeks. "Cal I'm scared. She's tough, but not this tough. We gotta stop her. We gotta get the Pack together and stop her. It's a fucking suicide mission if I've ever seen one!"
"Ziggy I-" She shook her head, confused and hurt and afraid. "Shh…" She wiped the tears from his eyes and kissed him with trembling lips, trying to keep her own tears from spilling to comfort him. A suicide mission? But losing Vex would tear her whole family apart…
She fumbled clumsily with her cell phone, trying to call Luther but trying to comfort the now crying Ziggy. “It’s gonna be okay, baby… I promise.”
Okay so I’m at a reunion for a decades presentation I was in last year and we’re watching all of our videos we made. Our decade was the 50’s and I just pictured Cal and Ziggy in a 50’s AU at a sock hop dancing and Cal in a poodle skirt and Ziggy in cuffed jeans and a blazer and Cal saying he’s more handsome than James Dean. it’s so cute in my head.
HC: I Hate Myself
Cal really hates herself sometimes and has bouts of insecurity that last anywhere from a day to several weeks. She hates that she hurts people, she hates that she messes up so much and that she can't seem to figure everything out and get all of her shit together. She thinks her mom wouldn't be proud of her and wishes she were just a better or entirely different person.
She doesn't think she deserves someone like Ziggy (or Shane?) because she doesn't think anyone sweet and kind and almost perfect should be forced to deal with someone like her. This is also why she finds herself in relationships like Cal and Luther in verse 2 (where they physically and verbally abuse each other) and Calsher in the Unfaithful AU (This very much applies to this verse because Asher treats her very poorly) because she feels like she doesn't deserve to be treated "right".
Today I was imagining Ziggy getting a sunburn and Cal trying to treat it and make him feel better.
I just imagined Cal taking Ziggy to the grocery store for the first time and him being a little dick and riding around in the cart and freaking out about how much food there was and begging Cal to get the big bucket of cheese balls and when she finally agrees to buy them he holds the giant bucket in his lap grinning all the way home.