#calix;text

[the-apartment-complex]

Hahahhwhwjshej I love watching all this petty syscourse drama, it’s hilarious

I love watching the world burn for dumbass reasons 💕

Just so everyone, and I mean everyone, knows I’m eating popcorn and watching all this shit go down very intently

Keep it up! I’m interested in seeing who wins the pissing competition

[the-apartment-complex]

Okay I gotta write this somewhere and it feels like Really Weird posting it on the discord server we got

It’s really funny how our system introjected ME from the start before all the Jax character reveals even happened, and somehow it’s come full circle where Jax is like one of the most relatable and compelling characters for us.

Like the self-inflicted reduction of oneself, the heavy dissociation, the distancing oneself and acting like you don’t care when you do that—we had no idea but it’s like my introjection was like… correct, in a way. Like we were right all along

Ren probably woulda interjected a Jax at this point if they didn’t already have me here heheh

Though that also has the effect of some of us getting annoyed when people fixate on the “uncanniness” of my source’s dissociation because like yeah it’s abrupt but it’s not like… inconceivable. SOME people happen to do that for good reason, thank you… Calling it creepy just feels insulting.

Like… in a way, I almost feel MORE connected to my source than I ever did previously, so seeing the headcanons makes me more uncomfortable nowadays.. eugh

[the-apartment-complex]

Kinda funny that we work best with one guy calling the shots while the other mans the body’s movement. Works out so there’s a clear focused mind handling them individually while cooperating together compared to one freaked out guy doing it alone after the host suddenly loses front

Anyway Ian’s also here and he says hi

Not gonna say why Ren suddenly switched out buuut he maybe sillied a liiiiitle too close to sun hahah

Cheers