there’s nothing you could say to calm his nerves in this moment. the butterflies in his stomach are strange-- it’s not like he’s meeting camden for the first time in four years; they saw one another not even a week ago. something’s different about going to his house, though, there’s so many memories here that it gives his new york apartment a run for its money. the head rush hits him so fast that he drops to a sitting position, right in the middle of the kitchen floor. he smiles, “ d’ya remember when i used to sneak in through the window on school nights ? ”
JAESEONG ! i’m so excited to see your oldman self !JAESEONG ! cam cam cam cam cam camJAESEONG ! ignore what i said about ur dong, please. JAESEONG ! i’m really worried about micah, don’t let him drown in liquor, please!JAESEONG ! you are so great and i love you.
What was my muses 5 last unsent texts yours.?
JAESEONG ! (unsent) i never say it but i admire you so much, you’re like the glue that holds us all together. JAESEONG ! (unsent) i never told you why micah and i use to fight so much. it was because of you. that sounds bad but i was just jealous because i can see how much he loves you. and i know i’ll never compare.JAESEONG ! (unsent) i’m rooting for you guys.JAESEONG ! (unsent) i’m so sorryJAESEONG ! (unsent) my parents are doing it again, i feel worthless. can i come by?
TO CAMDEN (5:37 AM, NOV 24): excited to come home :D and see uTO CAMDEN (5:37 AM, NOV 24): tell me when you get home safe, yeah?TO CAMDEN (5:38 AM, NOV 24): i’ll see you there :-) <3
TO CAMDEN (4:06 AM, NOV 30): hia ur sleepin next 2o me:DTO CAMDEN (4:19 AM, NOV 30): thanku for coming misorry i threw up insink
LAST FIVE UNSENT TEXTS.
TO CAMDEN (3:30 AM, 2014) ! i’m so proud you’re chasing your dreams but there’s a pain in my chest that i just can’t shake & i think it has a lot to do with you leavingTO CAMDEN (3:37 AM, 2014) ! i miss you so bad it hurts and i don’t know how to stop crying
TO CAMDEN (10:14 PM, 2017) ! i can’t believe you’re married, it’s… surreal. i love you. i’m sorry i never told you.
TO CAMDEN (9:37 PM, NOV 12): can’t believe i didn’t realize how close you were!! had a lot of fun this weekend, u’ll have to come here next :DTO CAMDEN (9:44 PM, NOV 12) ! i slept better next to you than i have in years
TO CAMDEN (9:37 AM, NOV 30) ! i’ve liked you since i was fourteen. i want to kiss you so bad that it hurts. i love you, camden moon– i think i always will.
LAST SNAPCHAT SENT.
NOV 30 (7 SECONDS) i survived the hangover :D
CONTACT NAME.
CAMDONG!!🌭
CONTACT PHOTO.
PERSONAL RINGTONE.
i’m low on gas and you need a jacket, cavetown cover.
NUMBER OF CALLS THIS WEEK.
right at seven, once or twice a day– he walks a lot of places and camden makes him feel safe.
NUMBER OF MISSED CALLS.
maybe three, all during the few years micah was attempting to forget his feelings.
