#camila things

[inkplots]

Ever on and on I continue circling With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing And suddenly I see that I can't break free--I'm Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony To tell me who I am, who I was Uncertainty enveloping my mind Till I can't break free, and

[holyshitfantrolls-blog]

Newly reborn Camila: how do you feel about your new state of being?

I feel… Confused. Hurt. Angry. For no discernible reason my lover, she k:lled me. And now? Now I’m th:s… I’m th:s th:ng caught betwixt life and death! …I would drown myself in an ocean of tears if such a th:ng would ava:l me but it seems I’ll have no such luck. 

Instead, I’ll surv:ve. I’ll learn… And then, I’ll r:p my former matespr:tes’ lovely, l:ttle throat out. See, I’m told revenge is a d:sh “best served cold”... And you don’t get much colder then a living corpse.

[holyshitfantrolls-blog]

Camila is an incorrigible flirt who tends to come on way too strong and make weird declarations about people belonging to her, confirm or deny

well, considering her inspiration, Carmilla, had these lovely gems to say: 

“You will think me cruel, very selfish, but love is always selfish; the more ardent the more selfish. How jealous i am you cannot know. You must come with me, loving me, to death; or else hate me, and still come with me, and hating me through death and after.” 

"Darling, darling,” she murmured. “I live in you; and you would die for me, I love you so.”

"You are mine, you shall be mine, you & I are forever one.”

then yes, she does all that and more (albeit with less run-on sentences then her “progenitor” because wow, I know a centuries old vampire needs to eat but take a goddamn break now and again)