#camstrashthoughts

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Damn this account is no better than any other account dedicated to calling out a singular proshipper.

Mixing criticism and possible you have in between "ew look! This dude wants to fuck *insert fictional character*!!!! It's so immoral and freaky!!!!" is just pathetic and terminally online. With how you are acting, you'd probably take any "information" as truth without looking into it.

It makes me and a lot of people I showed this account to not take anything you say seriously. I wanted to see what was up with this dude but I legit can't get passed the rancid and unprofessional vibes you give off.

If this evil proshipper guy was really dangerous, you'd just be focusing on that instead of that other nothing burger BS right?

"Guys.... This dude is so yucky and gross. He likes all this yucky and gross stuff I don't like. Also he has 9 kids in his basement. But look at this content! What a freak!"

If this dude is seriously dangerous, then every post should be about serious stuff.

This is just a hate page disguised as an informational/logging blog. You are just as gross as those rest of those fake morally grandstanding larpers.

Get a fucking job or do something good with your life little bro.

don’t care, didn’t ask. blows you up with my awesome mind powers.

in all seriousness, this account isn’t meant to be the only account documenting isaac. for other accounts talking about his actions, here’s a few:

@bullyingmyopps @trashofferings @abyssalgrey @hitennotrurouni

this account is barely leaving the ground. apologies for not dropping all of the logs immediately, it’s almost like I have a life and want to respect the wishes of the anonymous victims.

if you don’t like it? fine. you can leave 💜💖

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to add onto isaac not taking his own advice, that seems to be a common trend with proshippers in general ive noticed. they preach the "dont like, dont read/watch" shit but never do the same when it comes to anti content or anyone criticizing the proship community. the proship community is full of hypocrites, with isaac being a prime example. I remember when it broke that isaac was a creep, I was completely shocked as he was getting on reitannas ass for the same shit. both are in the wrong for making fetish content of literal abuse, but that always struck me as odd how hypocritical he was in retrospect. im hoping isaac stays off the internet permanently, but knowing his pattern of behavior, I doubt he well.

also what is with him and vlad and tao pinning random fetishes that *they* have on other people? like what is with the self reporting?

not sure tbh

look, as a fan of dark media myself, I hardly tell anyone about my interests unless I think they’ll accept me due to me masking my entire life. as an example, I told my best friend (let’s call them rumi) about the game “happiness fix” recently. rumi isn’t a super big fan of dark media but they watched a playthrough of it and thought it was interesting. I’ve also gotten them into the outlast series because I’m so cool and awesome.

the issue is that isaac always feels the need to announce to everyone that he’s into dark media and whenever he gets backlash he says it’s because of his trauma. you don’t have to excuse your interest in dark media as “it’s a coping mechanism!”, it’s OKAY to like dark media. just talking to friends about dark media (like I did with rumi) is fine, posting about your interest in it is fine. but isaac draws and fetishizes dark topics and tries to blame it on his trauma.

I draw and write things that many would consider dark as a way to cope with my trauma. not only do I not post it and keep it to myself, but I’m also seeking out better methods to deal with my trauma. isaac doesn’t want to go to therapy. he doesn’t want to be told to stop. he doesn’t want to be told that he’s in the wrong.

seriously how hard is it to simply enjoy your dark media and not make it your whole personality??? (ironic coming from the girl who makes her entire personality surround liking old men, I know)

and for the second question I genuinely don’t know 😭 I get the whole like “ooo you post about me a lot, you like me, you wanna kiss me mwah mwah” argument but trying to say everyone who hates you is into weird shit as well??

isaac no, not everybody is into feral and hates on you because they’re projecting. you’re just delusional and need to take your pills. now hurry up and take them, group bingo at the retirement center starts in five 💜💖

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got major déjà vu today. being the huge cinephile I am, I decided to watch the new odyssey movie. very good, I’d heavily recommend it. someone give christopher nolan a kiss on the cheek for me.

anyways does anyone else remember how isaac would constantly reference epic the musical? he played music from it during his hanadji video, would quote it often, even used it as his opening and closing music from his peach stream. in every instance of this, isaac would compare himself to odysseus. a man with many faults but also someone who just wanted to get home to his loved ones.

I find it hilarious because he is the farthest thing from him.

isaac you have victimized many and harassed even more. you have manipulated, groomed, abused and taken advantage of the kindness and compassion of those around you. you view friendships as transactional, only caring if you can get something out of someone. and when you aren’t abusing people, you’re indulging in your disgusting sexual fantasies. fantasies that you have sought to cure with therapy, medication, etc. yet you’re still indulging in them.

you are not odysseus. you aren’t an innocent man who did what he needed to do to get home. you are a devious, manipulative, selfish creature. you’re more on the level of antinous than anyone.

so I think it’s so incredibly fitting that when eurylochus and his other men die at the hand of zeus because of their own greed, I receive a text from jade telling me everything you posted is gone. all of your socials, all of your accounts. gone.

please do us all a favor and stay gone.

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also just a little note but I’m not against basic dark themes in media. I’ve said it countless times before that I think it’s perfectly fine to portray dark subjects in media, so long as it’s done with respect. I reference media like “precious” and “speak” constantly, as they handle the subject matter with respect.

isaac does not. isaac has shown again and again (lol) that he has a fetish for these topics. which is FINE as a PRIVATE coping mechanism. but he continues to sexualize and romanticize these incredibly important subjects. not to mention his incessant harassment against those who disagree with him. he literally took someone’s trauma oc and sexualized it. he is disgusting.

be a freak, I don’t care. but don’t drag other people who don’t want to be involved with your bullshit into it.

xoxo the only known konrad selfshipper

seriously I need more people to talk about him omg everyone go and play happiness fix right now-

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Kinda not Isaac connected entirely but with some of his particularly parasocial fans like Tao, did you ever see them push back at all or were they always on board with Isaac?

honestly seeing tao and isaac slowly grow closer and closer due to drama stuff was weird. I got some major déjà vu from an old friend group I was in back in 2020-2021. the “leader” I guess I’ll call him was someone who would always have a person he was really close to, who he would discard and start to hate whenever he found a new obsession. this group ended up getting smaller as his ex-friends left one by one, me included. I remember getting similar vibes from isaac and his friends.

isaac always accused me of having a “friendship hierarchy” and putting certain people above others. if that was the case, I wouldn’t have been in calls that isaac wasn’t in. I would’ve spent more time trying to get him involved in the server and dragging him into everything. I did none of that. meanwhile tao slowly evolved from this person that never really talked in chat to one of isaac’s main defenders.

it was the same case with other people who used to be in the group (who I won’t mention by name obviously) who were either kicked out or left on their own before things got worse. once you’re in isaac’s grasp it’s hard to escape it. my advice for anyone still in his group? run for the hills 💜💖

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is it too early to celebrate? 💜💖

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Decided to risk this since my account is mainly about reblogging help post, so yeah not much to hide, Hi! I do have some questions but don't want to spam up your ask so I will just ask the big one Reflecting on your almost year long friendship with Isaac and for some others maybe long time friendship or being a fan, was there any point where you and your friends were manipulated to overlook some of Isaac's actions in order to not rock the boat or get into fights? I am curious since Isaac screams in my mind of being a toxic friend who feels easier to keep the peace with than argue out of not ruining the friendship Also love the blog theme!

first off, thanks teehee. I heart cam, go my yucky wucky boy

and second, most definitely. the night (or morning, I guess) isaac tried to find JJ/Hanadji's parent's phone number from their ex was the same night I had broken down because of the grooming accusations (which I now realize were completely true)

I had passed out before I saw the message and when I did I was mortified. isaac has a tendency to blow things way out of proportion. half of the time I would have to remove his access from the drama channel in the discord because vlad or isaac himself asked me to. because he knows how drama hungry he is and he WILL post about anything and everything if he's given the change to make himself look like the victim.

the night of the khuck stream, there was a handful of people in the server in call. everyone besides bunny, tao, vlad and isaac. we all agreed that him going crazy in the chat was a bit much, even for us. although we ended up focusing on a much more improtant issue for the rest of the night.

I can tell you right now that at least five different people have come to me to confess how much they hated isaac's constant spurging out over drama. in that sense, isaac has become the one thing he's always claimed he's never wanted to be: a drama whore who no one knows aside from their creepy art of minor characters.

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In Regards to Shiten

while scrolling through my asks to answer them, I realized that Shiten’s apology to me was deleted, alongside their account. I should’ve answered it sooner to clear up the misunderstanding that I’m still mad at shiten, because I don’t have the original apology screenshotted or saved. so I’ll go ahead and respond to the little that I remember about the apology.

content warning for mentions of CSA, rape, inappropriate depictions of real minors and harassment

“I apologize for adding you into the meme when I knew you were a CSA victim. Rin told me why it was bad and I still tried to defend it and I apologize for that”

the biggest issue I had regarding the meme is that I didn’t know what the original image looked like + the context of it. my only knowledge of the meme, before rin reached out to shiten to ask further questions about it, was that it was depicting isaac being gang-raped by me and other friends of his at the time. I believe the meme featured me, cosmic/toby, max, isaac, vlad and tao.

before I knew the full context of the meme, I was horrified that anyone would stoop so low to draw rape art of isaac. I was even more horrified knowing I was in the image and, presumably, taking part in raping isaac. I’ve heard stories of such art being drawn of people before (like Neko Koda from the SCC) and it’s even been made of me before in the past. back in 2021, an explicit fanfiction was written about me by a proshipper in a fandom that hated that I was calling them out. I was fifteen at the time of this being written and was even more disturbed because rumors were being spread that this user would draw me in these acts next. I don’t know the age of this proshipper and they’ve long since left the internet. so naturally, I freaked out.

however there was context that was left out of what isaac had told me. I had presumed this was a drawn image (again, similar to Neko Koda) but it was instead our pfps edited over a meme. the meme in question is the “don’t be the guy with the flowers” meme, a meme depicting a man being cucked while a train is ran on the girl he wants to be with. there are many depictions of this meme, some of the guys in the meme wearing clothes and others not, as well as the punchline always being the same: the girl is half or fully naked, getting fucked.

now while this meme is still one that is meant to be sexual in nature (cucking is a sexual activity), this isn’t nearly as bad as the image actually being drawn. is it still bad, demeaning and inappropriate? yes. me and max are both a decade younger than isaac and half of the people in that meme are on the asexual spectrum. is it as bad as isaac made it out to be? not exactly.

again, my biggest issue with this is that shiten knew I was a CSA victim and even had similar art made of me in the past when I was a minor (grey’s video where I discuss this was up at the time) so I don’t forgive shiten for making the meme of me but I do appreciate them apologizing.

“I can help you with any log censoring if you need it”

not exactly a point but I thank you anyways for the offer. I will still be doing the censoring myself, considering that I know who is and isn’t in Isaac’s friend group anymore. plus the logs are long and I’m only trying to archive certain events that happened in the server (ex: the peacekeeper situation as it was happening)

unfortunately that’s all I can remember from shiten’s apology because I have a dumb idiot brain. I do appreciate what was said though, and I assure you that your apology means a lot, shiten. fuckass tumblr just had to delete it smh

I mostly blame isaac for stretching the truth and making the meme to be something way worse than what it actually was. he says it was bad for shiten to make the meme but it wasn’t bad for tao to draw hanadji as a dominatrix whipping duncan’s ass? don’t get me wrong, I get the joke is that hanadji was incredibly pushy in their DMs and was exhibiting what I can only describe as “mr enter never ping me again” energy. but I feel like there were better ways to portray that than drawing them in a situation like that.

anyways go follow shiten, they’ve been documenting a lot of the stuff isaac and co. have been posting @shitenshitsuru 💜💖