Jan 29, 2023
literally why is this psyc chapter about sex, love, and relationship theories. why. for what reason. who decided this timing for everything. why must we do this NOW
#june shines#FUCK it's been two months get over yourself#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#talking to the june#no#nonononononono#ok here's the terrible truth of it#cannot date him#just cant. does not work for either of us anymore life has changed so thati t would not work. senior year makes things rough and his life#stuff makes it not work for him either#so#soososo#the simple experience of wanting to physically and emotionally latch onto him at all times#is due to past relations as well as our compatibility personality-wise#but NOT goal-wise or inclination-wise#it doesn't make sense like that#and it's just#not#not gonna#be a thing#but he's the#he's my first love and i don't just stop loving people#apparently#and like#fuck#my heart and my head are not in agreement#but my head has gotten me this far and we're going to hold onto that#i just wish i could .#be physically and emotionally close with him FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK