i went without a computer for almost a month (i know, #firstworldproblems) which left me with some pretty crippling anxiety and debilitating dissociation while i tried to cope with the loss of several years' worth of content. all of this was my own fault and therefore just a colossal reason to hate myself, which is to say it's actually been a pretty dark time in my life recently. the computer situation has been resolved as much as it can be, but i'll never see that content again, including the videos i was editing that i have to start over with. i hadn't written much by hand in the past few years but spent the entire morning writing what will become a digital manifesto of why capitalism is going to kill us all and why we're going to let it. it doesn't make me feel better about living on this planet; if anything, writing it all out actually makes me feel worse. so i hope y'all aren't looking for feel-good content, but we can laugh about how we're all going to die when it's over. 🙃 #chastitycagescapitalismcircus #politicalqueen #politicaltop #capitalismordeath #capitalism101 #capitalismisadrag #capitalismworks #fuckcapitalism #capitalismkills #killme (at Houston, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/BxNYXjohY8c/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1itp0op5ygwsd














