Cardiophile Dreams Can Be Bad Sometimes.....
Cardiophile dreams can also be kinda hell for an anxiety attack if the thing you don’t like to be done to you.
Jesus fucking christ…..I just woke up from one of those kinda dreams…..I was dreaming that my best friend Rick was taking my radial pulse on my right wrist and he was smiling at me the entire time. Than this other guy who was in front of me sitting on the ground in an EMS uniform and the shirt said “medic” on it. That guy came over me, started to Ear Steth me for a long while, then he gets up, starts hooking me up to this big bulky Life Pack with a 12-lead then he added the big sticky pads on my chest. He started up the Charging to fucking Cardio Convert me without my permission and I started having a big ass anxiety attack in my dream. In my dream I was thrashing around and that was it……
One thing I never want done is to be Cardio Converted!!! At least while awake. That shit fucking HURTS!!!!! That’s why people get put under for sedation for Cardio Conversions, so they won’t feeling or react to it from the electrical shock. It’s extremely painful at well high Jules 200 to 360 Jules. Some of you may think it won’t, but in fact it does!!! 200+ Jules!!!! Anything lesser than 200 Jules might not be too bad, but it’ll feel like if the Dentist just touched your nerve in your mouth on a nerve ending with a fucking needle. That happened to me like that before. But that’s what maybe 100 Jules might feel like.
I DON’T MIND being cardio paced however. To have my heart adjusted by being 50s to 200bpm is fun and nice feeling from the electrodes or pads. I’d LOVE that at least, without being fucking SHOCKED!!