#cardiophile things

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You know it’s utterly dry in the cardiophile community when all you see are scarce reblogs and hashtags you follow instead of the actual “following” feed. Haven’t seen many post lately. Man. This sucks.

[coquette-heartbeat]

Made a little art piece 🩷 (Do not point out how there’s a heart on the echo but the probe isn’t on her chest 😭 I wasn’t thinking and was too lazy to fix that detail LOL)

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My heart beating 💕

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In the weird days of communities, I feel like healthy hearts are sadly underrated :(

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Alright, I’m gonna be the first one to say it. Because I can feel and just know the vibe coming from this community has weighed a lot more lately on the negative and grim side of things. This may be controversial, it may not be, but take it as you will.

I get that this community is not what it once was—hell—even far less than it was just even a year ago. I’ve seen a massive uproar of drama of men being so rude and disgusting over women which causes them to leave, and actually, men have left as well because of this negative impact with the rise of disgusting remarks and AI slop. It’s disgusting, it’s heartbreaking to a community that’s actually fallen apart, but at the end of the day, what’s adding to the negative going to solve? Leaving is the part of the issue. It’s leaving more of a space for those toxic people to override this community instead of pushing back harder with love in our own spaces. Now, I get that the harassment is unacceptable and half of the time very hard to deal with, and that’s fine. I don’t blame anyone for leaving due to harassment. But why leave when certain people aren’t affected? We’ve got to help these people and rise back up again or else it’ll be just fading into the abyss with AI slop and toxic blogs who only give a shit about boobs and all that.

I say this from my heart because I am passionate about it. I know my words will only go so far in this community and choices are not up to me, they’re up to you. But this place is honestly where we can just talk about the same thing—about hearts and how fascinating they are and how much that organ keeps us alive. You talk about that elsewhere and people will straight up start avoiding you and call you a freak when you’re not. But that’s what this community is for. And it seems to me that a lot of people in this community have even forgot about the good things about it because of the negative energy.

And before anyone begins to tell me “there’s a discord” I know there is. I’ve never been invited to it first of all, but second of all, Tumblr is a place where you can create and connect. Discord is just a place of connection and maybe deeper intimacy since everything is more close rather than just shouting to the wall for the hell of it. Basically, Tumblr’s the equivalent to talking to yourself and being creative while Discord is straight up talking to others directly. There’s not much creativity behind it. Where would writers talk about their writing? Where do you post images? What if you just want to talk to a wall and vent. If that discord server has channels for that, then I’ll go there, but Tumblr has that creative control that my brain likes. I’ve always loved creating things, and that’s why I like this app (ON THE GOOD DAYS. Overall this app does suck lol).

But anyway, my point is, can we just spread love more often and focus more on our own beating hearts? The choice is in your hands and I’m just yapping, but at the end of the day, there’s too much negativity lately and that’s actually driving people’s passions away and nobody talks about that. In other words, don’t let these negative things drive you away from doing what you love. This is such a niche interest so it’s very fragile. What makes it stand strong is pushing harder with passion and love. I’m driven by passion so things like this just make me want to vent it out. For an interest being so intimate, it feels like it’s more depressing than not and that’s not how it should be, or ever should be. It should be comforting, peaceful, hell, even invigorating—not unsafe, judgemental, and more negative.

Thank you if you’ve read this far. I had to get it off my chest.

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Getting sooooo sick of non-heart related things on my feed with it being about dirty sex talk. Like come on people. I’m here for fucking hearts, not absurd sex talk that has nothing to do with hearts.

Problem is, I’ve followed these people for a reason because yes, they’ve originally posted about hearts, and then they come out of nowhere reblogging sex only talk that has nothing to do with hearts and I’ve had to unfollow them. I’m so sick of what this community has turned into. It’s just nothing but sex (and honestly now half of it has nothing to do with hearts especially the fascination for the organ).

And it’s funny how it’s more women than men actually. I’ve noticed that. There’s way too many topless women who randomly pop up my feed after a long absence just to reblog dirty bullshit of other women exposing their breasts or dirty sex talk. Tf is wrong with these people lately? One time it was about hearts. Tf happened?

[svcredveins]

Pro tip: watch your favourite movie and wear an iWatch or whatever you have to monitor your heart rate. It’s such a comforting thing. ALSO, my lowest heart rate was 53 omg omg 🥹🫀 I don’t think my heart rate has ever gone that low before so it’s interesting how calm it was. Then at the funny parts on my Harry Potter rewatch, my heart rate went up dudvdidndisbfhdjdj 🥹🫀

Then of course because it was that low I had to listen and I haven’t for a while and omg I just love how my heart accelerates whenever I inhale. It’s just the most wholesome thing like it’s dancing around my lungs 😭🫀

I should’ve written this into Rush man. Smh my head lol.

[coquette-heartbeat]

Last night of vacation and I got trashed 😅 Woke up to 15 alerts, all from when I was sleeping. My heart just wasn’t having it >.<