Man, I have like zero ambition.
Apart from “not live here” I have no actual career goals. Even when people tell me to imagine if there were no limits, I can’t come up with an answer. Like, what do I want to do? I have no idea. Some people have lofty goals like owning XYZ establishment or even being some kind of upper management hotshot but I’m just [shrugging noises]
Now before you suggest anything, iIlustration and design aren’t even a passion for me, they’re a cup of tea after a long day. And I ain’t chugging a gallon of tea for money. It’s exhausting and way too subjective.
I have skills I don’t know what to do with because nothing’s caught my eye.
I’m stuck in a frustrating job because it could be worse and at least I get along really well with my team. I honestly don’t know what to do, I just know what I don’t want to do.
I’ve tried venturing in the food business and it was a time™. Technically I was still doing design work, but boy it was like an episode of a reality show every time. I’d rather sit in an office ;;;
Freelancing completely is also off the table. As nice as it is to be home, I sort of like having to go somewhere to work and the feeling of coming home. I also know I’m not disciplined enough to not play while working lol, and I live with family so I doubt they’d respect my working hours (aka, drag me out for whatever errand they need to run).
Other than administrative work I don’t know what else I could look into. Considering I hold a design degree, it’s going to be tough beating competition for a position.
Plus there are other circumstances in my life that prevent me from picking jobs that require me to move around the city on the job ;;;
