#cas knows

[fandom-hoarder]

The thing about castiel's confession -- IF you take it romantically -- is that HE DIDN'T EXPECT DEAN TO SAY IT BACK. HE WAS COUNTING ON LACK OF RECIPROCATION. THAT'S WHY HE SAID "SOMETHING [HE CAN'T] HAVE". THAT'S WHY HE HAD TO COME TO THE REALIZATION THAT "THE HAPPINESS IS IN JUST SAYING IT".

JUST SAYING IT

HE KNEW DEAN LOVES SAM MOST OF ALL. HE'S ALWAYS KNOWN.

It's kinda the thesis statement of the show.

[dessertbird]

Daily Destiel 💙💚

Dean, are you about to do something stupid? I just got you back. 🥺😭💔

[enbies-and-felonies]

Me, writing a fic: I'm going to give this character a breakdown that is SO self-indulgent and cathartic

[lilies-and-tea]

Ok so I am having a breakdown. I don't know how many people have said this before but if Angel with the shotgun is a song written by Cas for Dean, Angel like you by Miley Cyrus is a song written by Dean for Cas. He is his angel but he doesn't think he deserves him. He knows he can't be with the angel because he is too pure for him and anytime he looks at himself he just sees a sum of his mistakes, his worst nightmares staring back at him, everything that's wrong with world.

"I'm everything they said I would be" - A killer, Daddy's blunt instrument, nothing if not living for others. Who am I if not just a screw up?

"the more that you give the less I need" - You gave everything for me. You gave up heaven for me and I don't want anything now because I can't see it. I can't see you falling to my level because that's what this is, A fall. I'm nothing. Don't come near me.

"I brought you down to your knees...Misery loves company" - I brought you down, stripped you off everything holy and broke you. I loved you, couldn't stay without you, asked you, needed you... I needed you and that company, me...ruined you.

"It's not your fault I ruin everything It's not your fault I can't be what you need " - Everything I touch, breaks. When you touched me, you lost everything. You try to save me and I push and push and push because I don't deserve to be saved. I don't. It's not your fault. I wish I could give but I am hollow, trying to remember what it feels to have a heartbeat. I don't know how to be what you deserve.

"Angels like you don't fly down hell with me"

I...I am sorry I am having a breakdown.

[brothersinablackcar]

Hur hur... 

[destielisbaeandgay]

Cas knows.. 😂

[found--family]

[x]

Everybody’s going on about how Cas’ last remaining love-hopes were crushed by Dean saying ‘we’ and ‘need’. But I see something else in this moment: Cas looks.. disappointed. 

It’s as if he was expecting something else, something more - but the words got caught somewhere between Dean’s heart and his lips. 

I don’t think Cas has lost all hope. But considering all that has happened in their lives, he must wonder exactly what it will take for Dean to speak those words, for them to finally reach his lips and be spoken to Cas, for Cas, for himself, for both of them. 

[destielette]

“-I lived it, Cas. Okay, I know what happened. -No. No, you think you know. You remembered it the way you needed to”

These are Dean’s expressions after CAS showed him what truly happened in his last moments in purgatory. This is Dean realizing with horror that not only he altered his own memory but also and above all that The Angel of his life chose deliberately to stay in purgatory alone instead of coming back to earth with him, that he chose to leave him, FOR EVER.

This is still one on the most undeniable evidences that Dean just can’t imagine his life without his Angel, he can’t. .

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