cassandra talking to mulder for the first time. talking about his regression, learning samantha was abducted, so earnest & hopeful with a sweet, almost naive smile on her face.
i love her. i've been trying to read myth x but i've only made it through chapter three, which is really just the set up. the stories/myths the characters embody, the main players, and the different aliens. it's interesting but some i have a hard time understanding, or i just wholeheartedly don't agree lol
but ! it has made me think. cassandra really believes there are benevolent aliens trying to help the human race, still going about it through abductions & possibly experiments. she says there are these benevolent aliens and other players (and of course the government is involved).
it made me think about the changed story of samantha's abduction. one version it was at night from her bedroom, the other they were home alone playing a game & arguing over the tv. i don't think this is intentional, but what if samantha wasn't abducted just the once and mulder combines the two.
he says he isn't afraid, they tell him not to be. samantha won't be harmed & she'll be returned. he says "i want to believe." it's this that he's held onto for decades. but samantha doesn't return.
we can believe this was a lie, the show is full of them. it was just something to help him being complacent. but if cassandra is to be believed about benevolent aliens, it makes sense that there were two separate abductions. it was the second one that was done by the aliens we're more familiar with / the shadow government.