Fevered Hallucinations | Hope and Squall
Squall woke up with a start, drenched in sweat. His breathing was fast and shallow as he raised a hand to his throbbing head, his heart beating so hard he nearly thought he could hear it echoing in his head.
Bad dreams he was used to, but it had been a while since he'd had a nightmare that bad. He wondered if that was why he was still feeling groggy, and not rested in the least. Still, tired as he was, Squall had his doubts he would be able to go back to sleep, snippets of his nightmare still flashing through his mind.
Trying to calm his breathing, Squall lifted his head from his hand and looked around slowly, noting the relative dimness of his room. It was probably just after sunrise. A look at the clock confirmed that, and Squall climbed out of bed unsteadily. He was still dizzy from the after-effects of his sudden awakening, and he stumbled over his feet in trying to get to the bathroom.
Once in, he put his hands on the side of the sink and leaned on it for support, noting that his face was still flushed a brilliant red. He pulled at the collar of his white t-shirt unconsciously, shaking his head when his eyes had problems focusing. He was terribly sweaty, and his head still hurt. A cold shower would do him a world of good. A cold shower, and then to the simulation room, to try and forget the nightmare he'd had.
When Squall stepped out of the shower a good few minutes later, he did feel a lot better. His face was only a light shade of pink now, and his head didn't hurt so much anymore, even though he still felt a tad light-headed. His bare skin was cool from the near ice cold shower he had taken, but he felt strangely warm from the inside.
Deciding he really didn't want to put on his usual jacket, Squall yanked out a sleeveless black top from his modest wardrobe and pulled it on, although he still went through the usual trouble of buckling his many belts over his leather pants. With a tie of the sash and the slipping on of his fingerless gloves, followed by the practiced wearing of his combat boots, Squall was ready and out the door, gunblade in its holster.
He felt a strange mix of a chill and an uncomfortable warmness, but he ignored it. His nightmare was still plaguing him, and he really needed something to shove it out of his mind.