#cataplexyhat

[opaloceans]

cataplexy-hat said: *Yosh gasping*

*HON*

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     { ☆ } — "Broli, aš manau, jūs turėtumėte sustoti dabar!"

[opaloceans]

cataplexy-hat said: ” …. Why fishnet tights? ”

'Cause they're hot.

Hot hot hot.

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Cataplexy-Hat

sεη∂ мε α υяℓ αη∂ ι ωιℓℓ тαℓк αвσυт тнεм [ x ]

Mun about mun ;

     【 ♪ 】— I LOOOVVEEE MY BIG SISTER. I really do. Loki is my long time friend and probably one of my very first Tumblr friends. I met her about a year ago on my very first Role-Play blog, Anastasia Vanrough. I can’t function properly in my day without at least texting her once. Thanks to her, I’ve met some of the closest friends I have today. Not to mention her and her boyfriend are extremely cute! I love them both as my family and no one can convince me otherwise. I feel like I’m constantly plotting with her and always coming up with new characters thanks to her. In fact, Annabel was practically made to be Yossua’s friend, she’s completely inspired by him.

Muse about muse ;

     { ☆ } — "Yossua… I consider him as a very close and dear person to me. I can say, without a doubt, that he is the most important person in my life. Without him… Well, nevermind. I’m just very happy to have him in my life as my brother. I know we’re not actually related, but it almost feels like it. I can’t promise that I’ll be able to do anything, but I wish to be able to protect him as much as I can from any future pain. We both have had our share of hard times, and I really do hope one day we can reach a time where we both can live truly happy."

[opaloceans]

cataplexy-hat said: ” I’ve been through nothing… You’re the one surviving… ” He smirks. ” Keep going.”

Eh? That's a total bullshit lie...t-thanks Yosh...

[She laughed a bit and wiped her tears]

...I-I really hate crying.

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Finally. This day has come. The day where Annabel can finally be discharged.

Although in reality, it probably wasn't that long, but it almost felt like she's been there for months. And on top of that, Yossua was also being discharged today.

And speak of the devil, there he was. Upon leaving her room after getting changed into her normal clothes, she spotted a bundle of brown hair she knew she would be able to recognize any day in no time.

"Yossua..!" 

Lightly jogging to the boy, she oh-so-carefully latched onto his upper arm in a rather sisterly way. Instead of herself, she was of course more worried about the boy. She had started to inspect him carefully, lifting his arms, walking around him, making sure he wasn't too damaged. All the while asking questions like 'are you okay' 'you didn't get anything serious, did you' and 'do you hurt anywhere.' All which were replied with a nervous laughter and a lot of 'I'm okay's. In fact he turned on her and did the same thing which turned into a rather silly quarrel of who's more worried for who.

After a bit of laughter from the two, the jolly atmosphere dimmed and Anna's gaze dropped down to her shuffling feet. "I'm sorry..."

"Eh?"

"...I got you into this mess. It's my fault you're here."

This caused the Canadian to shake his hands in the air, just so she wouldn't deject herself from that line of thinking. "No, it's not your fault, i-it's okay!" Even though he said it, she knew somewhere it was not 'okay.' Noting her expression and the way she fiddled with the hem of her sweater, Yosh was quick to change the subject. "Hey Anna?"

Looking up at him with a slight tilt in her head, she did her best not to fidget. "Hmm?"

"Did they ask you anything about someone named 'Frey?'"

There's that name again, this time around, it didn't hurt her head. "They asked you, too..?"

"I wonder who he is..."

"..."

"Anna?"

"Huh? Oh, it's nothing. Maybe it's a missing person, since they asked you too." To be honest, she was kind of relieved to hear that they asked Yossua, too. Maybe it wasn't someone she wasn't supposed to remember, but someone the doctors have been looking for. It didn't feel quite right, but it was the only answer she was able to give herself regarding who that person was.

"Maybe you're right..." Saying that, he still had a noticeable look of doubt on his face that Annabel could relate to.

It had been a while since then, before they left they had to speak with the nurses and doctors regarding their medication and soon after they found themselves out of that dreadful building. Anna had called for a taxi a bit earlier and now all the duo had to do now was wait for it. And soon enough, that unmistakable black taxi car rolled up to the curb. Anna waited for Yosh as he was the first one to get into the vehicle, and just as she was about to step in herself, the sound of the hospital doors opening and rushed footsteps caused to the girl to stop half way. Turning her head, her cerulean orbs had caught sight of an albino who was hunched over with his hands on his knees. Catching his breath by the looks of it. How strange, was he chasing after someone?

Her eyes fluttered curiously as she became more focused on him with a slight tilt to her head. Not too long after, the man had lifted his head, heaving as if he just ran a marathon. One thing in particular caught the blonde's attention. Those eyes... Where has she seen those eyes before..? Just a few seconds of staring and it looked like he had something to tell her, his lips parted, ready to speak up.

"Anna? Are you going to get in?"

"Huh..?" Turning her head back, she realized she had been just standing there, ready to get into the car but not moving at all. Yosh's voice seemed to snap her back into reality as she quickly apologized and sat herself inside, closing the door behind her. Of course, that didn't stop her from watching him through the window as the taxi took off to their destination.

"Do you know that guy?"

Switching back to Yossua, the woman shook her head. "I can't say I do... but he was pretty attractive, wasn't he?"

At this, her figurative brother's eyes narrowed playfully at her. "Aannnaaa..."

 His reaction only caused her to giggle with a slight pink tint to her cheeks. "I'm just saying, it wouldn't hurt to know handsome men like him."

The brunet let out a heavy sigh at his sister's words, which only made her giggle more. Of course, this was her way to cover up something that bothered her. Those eyes, that pained expression he wore, and what was he going to say? Was it something directed to her or was she imagining things again? Her heart felt heavy again just thinking about it. Sinking into her seat, Anna observed the passing scenery with one thought in her head.

I hope there will be a chance that I can meet him again.

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(Part 2/3; Alone)

"Nnn.."

They were back. Those god awful headaches were back. Just how much damage did she take? She could only hope not a lot, her body didn't take too well to healing. In fact, her body always took longer to heal than any normal person's would. It was irritating, but it was something she's had to deal with ever since she was a child.

It's been a couple days now since she first woke up that day, everything else seemed rather uneventful. Lately, however, the doctors seemed to be a bit nervous every time they asked her questions surrounding one particular topic.

'Frey.'

Who was he? Why did her chest tighten and her heart race by the simple mentioning of that name. Even with her eyes closed, with her hands across her stomach, she lightly began to fiddle with the metallic object on her finger. She didn't know why, but for some reason, she just couldn't bare to take it off. Whenever she did, an incredible sadness engulfed her, and she couldn't be exactly sure why. Why was this item so important to her...

Just as she was hoping to get some answers, her head began to pound again, a loud thumping ringing in her head. It reminded her why she had woken up from yet another dreamless night. Thinking about this unknown man first thing was not doing all too good for her poor head. Going against her body's wish to stay resting, she shuffled a bit, reaching over to receive her prescribed pain meds. Her source to tolerating this pain. She had hoped this would be temporary only. Of course, however, since all the lights seemed to have turned off due to her being asleep all this time, it was rather hard for her to find it at first. There was no light shining through the window, leaving the room completely pitch black, maybe it had still been night time.

Not that it mattered, anyhow. The blonde would just have to take two of these new pills, and then she could peacefully go back to another thoughtless and painless sleep. Though, this time it seemed she was having a little more trouble falling asleep. She was thinking too much, that was all. Letting out a soft sigh through her nostrils, Anna closed her eyes once more as she recalled what one of the nurses had said to her earlier that day.

"Other than the damage you've received to your brain, you managed to get out of there without much other injury at all." Minus a few new cuts here and there, of course. But she didn't mention this. "You're a very lucky girl, Miss Roshika."

Lucky... she wondered if she could call herself that. She didn't know what exactly happened, but she did know that for some reason, her brother had been dragged into this mess of a situation, and he got injured as well. Ah... She hadn't realized she started gripping the sheets again as she thought this. Her fault. This whole situation was most likely her fault. She caused pain to the one most dear to her and now there's nothing she can do but pray for his safety. This was not good, she could feel herself starting to tear up at the corner of her eyes. A nightmare. This was just a really bad nightmare. Of course it had to be.

The blonde had been so lost in her thoughts, she hadn't even realized someone was in her room, even this late at night. Not even the light footsteps the headed straight her way could drive her out of her self-blaming thoughts. She must have looked horrible. On the brink of breaking down. She almost felt like she was going to cry out any moment. That was... That was until she felt something soft slightly touch her forehead for a short time.

"...?"

Although she wasn't exactly sure what happened, Anna's body oddly felt like it was starting to relax, almost like a spell was cast over her. However, much to her dismay, her eyelids felt so heavy she could barely open them. Oddly, she no longer felt like crying. Lucky for the girl, she finally managed to at least pry her tired eyes opened. For a brief moment, two different shades of blue met with cyan, and at first the blonde was entirely confused. Unfortunately, it had been so dark should couldn't make out much and soon enough, her lids fell right back down, blocking all line of vision once more.

Who is that..?

Suddenly she hears faint steps moving away from her. Were they leaving? For some reason, she didn't want them to. 

Wait...

She wanted to call out to them, but it seems either she was really just that tired or the medication is working and making her extremely drowsy. She couldn't tell which.

Chunk-Click.

The sound of the door closing left her in a bit of a daze. Who was that strange person? More importantly, what were they doing in her room? ... Upon thinking about it a little, perhaps they wandered into the wrong room on accident. But she couldn't be too sure. She was positive she felt something touch her head a moment ago.

Oh..?

She hadn't realized it because she was focused on the stranger, but the pain in her head.. it was a lot calmer now, though it still hurt a bit. Anna wondered if that person had anything to do with it. Perhaps.. Perhaps this was just a dream, and she had imagined the whole thing.

But there was one think she couldn't shake off. The moment the door closed, she oddly felt empty. It was hard to explain, and she didn't know why exactly she felt that way. Was it because she knew that person? Or was it because.. of how incredibly sad their eyes looked. Even in complete darkness, she was somehow able to see their eyes, which had shined so brightly to her. And despite the negative emotion displayed in them, Anna couldn't help but find them beautiful in a way.

Before she knew it, the young woman had drifted back into the world of slumber. She felt as light as air and yet, something just didn't feel right. Even with this uneasy feeling, Anna still managed to fall asleep once more.

Maybe there'll be a day where she'll meet that person again.

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(Part 1/3; Forgotten)

Beep... beep... beep...

Slowly, a young woman slips back into consciousness. A soft, repetitive sound entering her ears. This sound.. where has she heard I before..? Ah, that's right. This is a hospital. The blonde didn't even need to open her eyes to know where she was. A short sigh escaped her lips. What was she doing here? She knew for a fact she didn't have an episode, so she couldn't be the cause, could she?

With a quiet groan, Annabel tried to open her eyes only to be greeted with the harsh white lighting in the room which only caused her to close her eyes tightly. That's when her head began to pound. The faint sound of tires screeching echoed in her mind. Oh, she had almost forgotten, she just gotten into a car accident. Instinctively, the girl up a hand to her throbbing head. She must have been hit pretty hard.

"...?"

Something that felt a little on the cold side caught her attention. Slowly opening her blue optics once more, Anna pulled her hand away from her head and noticed something rather odd. A ring..? And by the looks of it, a really nice one at that. Blonde brows knitted together, she didn't remember buying such a thing, but for some reason, her heart felt tight just looking at it.

Click-clack.

The sound of the room's door opening averted her gaze from the metallic object to the white-robed man who entered her room. He came in with a smile, probably happy to see her awake. She could almost predict what he was going to say--

"It's good to see you awake, Miss Roshika."

Called it. In response, she could only offer a tired smile and nod. Satisfied enough, the doctor continued to speak.

"You were in quite a crash. How are you feeling?"

Horrible. I just experienced a life or death situation. How about you, doctor? "I... I'll manage..."

He chuckled. "That's good to hear... Do you mind if I ask you a few questions?"

Rising her brow, Anna carefully sat her aching body up in a sitting position. "Um.. o-okay."

"Do you remember who was in the car with you?"

With her? Her eyes went downcast. Well, she couldn't drive so, someone had to have been, right? What was she doing in a car, anyway..? Something flashed in her head. A person. She remember turning to him an-- "Yossua..." There was a tint of fear as she whispered his name. Quickly she turned to the doctor, all the color nearly drained from her face, "D-doctor! Yossua...! How is he doing!?"

The doctor chuckled again as he waved his hand in the air. "No worries, Mister Bower is also fine. Please, don't worry." Annabel's heavy heart was able to ease up slightly with those words, but she still couldn't help but worry. He was all the family she had left, so if something were to happen to him... The blonde clutched onto the bed sheets. She wouldn't know what she'd do with her life.

Dr. Chuckles gave a slight tilt to his head ask he opened his mouth and asked another question, only he sounded a little cautious before inquiring, "Anyone else?"

"Hmm..?"

"Do you remember anyone else being in the car with you, Miss Roshika."

Her face twisted in confusion. "...I... I don't recall anyone else..." 

Oh god, make the pain stop. Having to go back to that memory, something seemed off, like something was cut out of her brain. Her head began to throb worse before the doctor pipped up once more.

"I see."

"...I-is something wrong, doctor..?"

"No, no, everything's fine."

She doubted that. There was a slight pause before rising her voice, "Say.. doctor."

"Hmm?"

Anna's blue gaze shifted to the ring on her hand, which she had lifted for him to see. "This ring, do you know if someone gave it to me..?"

He halted, his hesitation clear when as it was his turn to give her a confused expression. Then it clicked. He gave her a shake of his head as he responded. "I'm sorry, I don't know. You came in with it on. I have one last question for you, and then I'll let you rest, okay?"

"Um.. okay...?"

"Do you know anyone by the name of Frey, Miss Roshika?"

Frey...? The blonde hummed. Frey... like Freyr? She knew of that name from mythology, but she was sure that a man like this one wouldn't be referring to a god at such a time like this one. After blinking her eyes a few times and spending quite a moment thinking, she couldn't come up with anything. Was that name supposed to mean something to her? Why did her chest tighten when she heard that name? Just like with the ring. Maybe they're connected some how?

The woman let out a loud groan as she grabbed her head with both of her hands this time. This ringing and pounding was getting worse. With a slow shake of her head, she answered honestly, "I'm sorry... I don't know anyone by that name."

There was another pause as the doctor seemed to think for a short moment. With a click of his tongue, he smiled apologetically before placing something on the mini-table next to her. Out of curiosity, she looked over to see that it was pain medication. "Don't apologize, it's fine. Sorry for bothering you. Take two of these and then get some rest, okay? We'll further inspect you tomorrow to make sure there's nothing else wrong with you, okay?"

With a small nod, she watched the doctor leave the room and quietly shut the door behind him. How odd.. She wondered who this Frey person was. Shaking it off for now, unstable hands reached out for the small bottle, taking out two small round pilled and taking them as instructed. Maybe this would make the pain go away. With a tired sigh, Annabel found herself falling back into her hospital bed, closing her eyes. There was a rather strange feeling going on inside her as she searched back into her memories. Weird... if feels like I'm forgetting something.. something important... What could it be..? She also found that she was having a hard time remembering big chunks of what happened over the past couple of years. Did she have some sort of amnesia as result of the crash? Well.. she could only hope that it was temporary and she would remember everything soon. Not knowing so much made her really uneasy. However, for now, she allowed herself to fall back into her slumber.