I have a question that's kind of stupid, i'm sorry. you seem really knowledgeable and I thought I'd give it a try. I totally understand if you don't want to answer it though, you can totally skip it. so, I've been researching witchcraft for a little bit and have been thinking of practicing witchcraft. the only thing is, the Catholic god is the God i have a relationship ( I was raised catholic) and the only one I want to have a relationship with because of my beliefs. but (1/2)
(2/2) years ago I suffered a trauma from which I never really gotten over. my relationship with God has been rocky ever since because I don’t really feel “why me” but more “why would you allow this to happen to humans at all?” I stopped going to church because it made me upset to hear people praising God when I felt so hurt and abandoned, you know? but I’ve been praying and working on my relationship with God and think witchcraft may help strengthen this relationship. do you think I (2/3)
(3/3) could start on my path to becoming a Catholic witch even if my relationship isn’t the strongest? like, do you think it would be offensive/hypocritical to God be asking them for help with spells when I’ve spent time being angry at them? I’m so sorry this is so long!!! also, I realize this could be controversial, I completely understand if you want to skip it
This is one of those asks where I can just feel the emotion you have so deeply connected with your faith. It sounds like you may be called to this path to do exactly that, to strengthen your relationship with God. As long as you thank God and ask His approval for what you are doing, I see nothing offensive nor hypocritical about it.
I’d start by praying more. The first workings I would do would be to ask for the peace that only God’s love can bring and to feel His grace upon you.
Don’t apologize, Nonny. I always view such good-hearted rambling as a sign of true passion. Come chat or ask questions anytime.