#cazimir

[missiodei]

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[luckgods]

Prompt: @whumpay2021 Day 1: “I thought you were dead” / “I wish you were dead”, featuring Caz and Imrah Warnings: brief blood/gore, character experiencing unreality, past character death Word count: c. 700 Summary: Caz is free, and Imrah is dead. Both of these things are true. Aren’t they?

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Caz watched the twilight shadows deepen from the crest of the hill above camp, leaning back against a tree. The bark was fibrous and almost fuzzy against the back of hir neck, a sensation ze still hadn't gotten used to as hir hair started growing out again.

"Hey, stranger," said Imrah from hir right.

Caz didn't bother looking in her direction; she wouldn't be there. Instead, ze closed hir eyes and pushed hir neck back against the tree bark. That, at least, was real; it was too strange to be anything else.

"I thought you were dead," ze said.

Imrah's laughter came from the left this time. "Silly Caz," she said. "You should know better than to believe everything you see."

If I open my eyes, will I see you? Or are you a ghost, some type of spirit that I'm cursed with?

"You'll see me, Caz. Come on." There was a hand on hir chin, cool to the touch, but not icy like ze imagined a spirit’s would be. Reluctantly, Caz obeyed.

"Boo!" said Imrah, her face filling Cazimir’s vision. "See? Right here."

"So are you a ghost?" But even as ze asked it, ze knew the answer was no. Ghosts weren’t real. This was Imrah. Here, in the flesh.

"I mean, I could be," Imrah said, her tone teasing, in a way that usually meant no, of course not, what sort of dumbass question was that? It was familiar, soothing.

"No, you couldn't be," Caz said.

"No, I couldn't be," she agreed. "So. What are you doing all the way up here? Isn't there a revolution you should be helping with?"

Damn it all. "Fuck off, Merari. I'm not telling you shit." The rough-spun flax of hir prison garments itched at the back of hir neck. Grandmother would never have accepted spinning that shoddy, back home on the farm. Not that it matters now. Caz turned away, leaning hir side against the cell wall instead.

"That's a new tune, Cazimir, I thought we were friends."

Caz stared listlessly into the dimness. The lamps must be burning low, or maybe prisoners didn't even warrant the use of oil now, in wartime. Either way, ze couldn't rouse the energy to match Imrah's vicious false enthusiasm, or even speak in anything more than a monotone. "You thought wrong. I'm not your friend. I wish you were dead."

There was swishing noise, then a crunch of metal through flesh and bone, and Imrah gasped "Caz—"

Caz twisted around, stumbling awkwardly to hir feet. Imrah lay on the muddy ground, trembling. It could have been from the freezing rain, but rain didn't explain all the red, bleeding like rivers across the landscape of Imrah's form, flowing downwards to feed the trees when Imrah was right there and needed it more.

"No," said Caz, "no, Imrah, fuck!" Ze stooped and tried to cover the wound, but Imrah’s whole chest was wound, hot blood welling up and cold rain dripping down on Caz's hands in unbearable, almost painful contrast. "I didn't mean die here," ze insisted, but Imrah was already dead, and she stood up and walked away silently. You did this to me, her retreating back told Caz.

Cazimir was left alone, kneeling in the shoulder-high grass, except that wasn't right, either. The summer moonlight filtered purple-blue through the needlegrass stalks, but the air smelled of dead leaves and damp—autumn scents. Not the muddy, metallic scent that should be rising from hir hands right now, not even the halfway-to-straw scent of needlegrass after midsummer. Where am I?

Gone, the wind whispered back, and Caz startled, nearly falling on hir ass. Ze rubbed at hir eyes as ze stood up. It was darker in the forest than the field, the moon less than half-full where it hung in the sky. "Fuck," Caz muttered, running clean hands—hands that had never actually been dirty, at least tonight—through hir frustratingly short hair.

"Damn it, Imrah," ze said, louder, voice rising. "Fuck! I wish you'd stay fucking dead!"

There was no answer, only distant birdsong that Caz knew was probably also a lie of hir mind. With any luck, ze was far enough from camp that nobody had heard hir outburst, or ze had lost enough time that they were all asleep. Probably not, though, with hir luck, so ze braced for yet another conversation as ze headed back down the hill.

[doomatix]

The result of a friendship between a Lawful Evil Apothecary and a Chaotic Good Warlock lmao

Thank @missingno for the former in his stripey-haired glory.

[necromancy-inc]

y’know like

nyah

[loonylein]

Let me introduce you four of my new bbs ♥♥

They are part of a story I´m working on and so far it´s gonna be something good :D

[necromancy-inc]

a lil Cazimir

[missiodei]

Cazimir.

Inspired by Lobotomy Corporation, he is a bastard man through and through, decorating his clothes with the writhing deformed heads of his victims.

Also he loves big messy burgers.

[luckgods]

Masterpost: Uncivil Conflict

Behold! My upcoming project! Inspired by my own concept post because I’m cool like that. Projected to run about... 5 installments? Maybe a few more? Whatever.

Setting: some Other World Than Ours, industrial revolution era Main characters: Imrah Merari (she/her), Cazimir (ze/hir)

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There’s a revolution going on.

Cazimir and Imrah grew up together in Merar, an unindustrialized town mostly populated by subsistence farmers. Two years ago, Imrah moved to the capital, Estemont, to take a job as a machinist’s apprentice, and Caz stayed home, promising to take care of their families (never mind that Nana Maja, even gone white as snow and wrinkly as a prune, could still beat both their asses with her trusty broom).

The revolution started as a series of protests against several court decisions which acquitted certain wealthy and well-connected factory owners. When met with repressive force, however, they expanded into riots, and eventually into a full-blown organized revolt.

Imrah’s workshop was destroyed in an act of arson, and, out of a job, she decided to join the royal army. After she ‘graduated’ training, she was assigned a relatively cushy position as a prison guard.

She has to admit, it’s nice, even if the other guards mock her for being green, or joke about what sort of favors she must have traded in to land a posting this good right out of training. The prisoners are mostly compliant, and those who do cause a ruckus usually settle down after some of the more experienced guards handle them.

But when Caz shows up, chained and bruised, during her intake shift one day, things quickly get complicated.

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Part 1: Intake

Part 2: TBA