How pathetic was it to be days away from turning fourty years old and being stood up by a Tinder date? ‘You really need to respect yourself, Jesus’ she mustered the words up in her head, so disapointed in herself that she’d even showed up in the first place. Was that what people did, make plans and just don’t show up? Maybe that was what she’d been doing wrong all this time - too damn responsible. “Glass of Pinot Noir, please,” she almost begged of her bartender as he approached her - even he looked sad for her. So, so pathetic, she continued to mentally kick herself. “Thanks,” she greeted with a low tone, full glass almost too quickly brought up to her lips for her to sip on the beverage. Shit, she thought, as a familiar silhouette made its way across the bar’s door -- really not the best time to run into someone, Amanda thought with another, larger gulp of wine.











