#celestialfail

[lcvstruc]

❝ i don’t feel okay . i’ve never felt okay . ❞ -- pretty boy

an audible exhale leaves leo’s lips, one full of discontent and disgust for the warm body standing before him. if it weren’t for his cool demeanor, he would be reaching across the floor and shaking heejun vigorously out of frustration. it wasn’t what he was expecting to hear tumbling from his lips. admitting such defeat so publicly and within earshot of his ex. vulnerability wasn’t leo’s forte and he wasn’t one to feign something he possibly couldn’t comprehend. 

the stained glass reflected indigo hues onto his skin as his gaze shifted to the body standing behind him. it simply a subtle flicker; a three second gaze full of embarrassment because of the predicament and wonder whether the other had noticed the moment leo lost his temper. whether he heard the glass crumble in his hands. he was suppose to be relaxing, he had promised her. 

yet, he had lost his temper over the waiter dropping a glass of water down heejun’s back and taking far too long to clean it up.

plump flesh settles itself between pearly whites as he tries to think of something to say in the small restaurant. his mind is void of thoughts, instead focusing on the ivory cloth ( now stained crimson )  and the broken device in his hand. 

“i should bash his face in for the disrespect. i’ve hurt others for much less,” he murmurs as leo releases the impaired device and grabs his napkin around his hand. “i apologize for this awkward date.”

[pareidoliacal]

“I lied before.” -- heejun x jaewon

3 little words starter meme.

“eh?” jaewon glances up from the tumbler whose condensation he’s been tracing races with his eyes and to the male sitting across from him, his head tilting. “lied about…?” he trails off, face the picture of confused.

he attempts wracking his brain for what heejun could’ve lied to him about. not for the first time, he wishes his memory was much like that of a computer’s, complete with a search bar that he could look up keywords with. wishes won’t get him anywhere, however, and so he continues thinking and thinking. he’s more than a little worried about what it could be truthfully.

he tilts his head again, a memory cropping up. “are you talking about me saying you cried at the movie we watched? ‘cause that’s not a bad thing– if you’re worried about it, you really don’t have to be. crying at movies is normal. i have a friend that cries at almost any emotional movie he watches…” he’s rambling now, but he simply doesn’t want heejun to feel self-conscious or upset.

—-> @celestialfail

[chilledspines]

            𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘  𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄  𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐄  𝐓𝐎  𝐈𝐃𝐋𝐄  𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐒  𝐎𝐅  𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐃𝐎𝐌  ,  𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑  𝐈𝐓  𝐖𝐀𝐒  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐀𝐓  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐂𝐄𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐎𝐑  𝐒𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐘  𝐋𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐈𝐍  𝐁𝐄𝐃  𝐅𝐎𝐑  𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒  𝐎𝐍  𝐄𝐍𝐃  .  currently  ,  they  scrolled  through  the  internet  ,  looking  for  electronic  bursts  of  entertainment  ,  except  it  wasn’t  working  .  they  almost  considered  closing  their  laptop  &  forcing  themselves  to  sleep  ,  but  then  a  popup  ad  burst  onto  their  screen  seemingly  out  of  nowhere  ,  promising  sexual  delights  with  a  phone  number  attached  .  the  idea  of  a  phone  sex  hotline  in  2019  seemed  outrageous  to  them  ,  considering  how  easy  it  was  to  find  porn  online  .  &  yet  ,  they  still  found  themselves  CURIOUS  .  maybe  they  were  just  longing  to  hear  a  sweet  stranger’s  voice  ,  maybe  it  could  be  exciting  .  what  else  did  they  have  to  do  ?  with  minor  hesitation  ,  they  punched  in  the  displayed  number  ,  eyes  fluttering  shut  &  heart  trembling  slightly  .  but  when  a  clearly  male  voice  answered  ,  their  eyes  flew  open  &  they  were  moments  away  from  hanging  up  &  pretending  it  never  happened  .  this  was  the  last  thing  they  expected  &  while  it  wasn’t  unfamiliar  territory  ,  it  was  something  they  were  admittedly  ASHAMED  of  .  only  the  lull  of  his  voice  kept  them  on  the  line  ,  breath  hitched  as  they  responded  back  ,  ❝  hello  ?  i’ve  .  .  .  never  done  this  before  .  do  you  get  that  a  lot  ?  also  ,  i  wasn’t  expecting  a  man  .  .  .  kind  of  surprising  .  ❞  @celestialfail​

[sxpernaturcl]

Starter for → @celestialfail

       -----  ☠  Hiroshi merely existed a lot of the time, he had no friends nor did he go out of his way to make any. He had always been alone and had grown to prefer that, the least emotional attachments was better and also helped with his job. Sometimes though, he felt like being sociable, tonight was one of those rare moments as he walked into the bar. He happened to be walking up to the bar to get a drink when he noticed a bit of an altercation between two people a little over from his left. He sighed and his eyes turned back as the bartender approached to get his order. That’s when the two started to get louder and when he looked over he noticed the drunk pulling at the boy in the bar stool. The man was screaming obscenities and going on about how that was where he always sat and the man was disgusting Hiro. 

                        He simply couldn’t watch anymore, more so out of annoyance and he shoved the man back a few feet. “It’s just a fucking chair! There’s plenty more at this bar, find one and sit your dirty ass in it!” He snapped at the very unkempt man, he clearly prioritized his liquor first. The man came back pointing and speaking nearly incoherently and that’s when Hiro looked down and noticed the younger boy beginning to get riled up. He gently placed his hand on his shoulder. “Hey, he’s not worth it. You could beat his ass and he’s so drunk he probably wouldn’t even feel it and where’s the fun in that?” He asked, trying to deter them from actually fighting the man. However, something told him that it would be no easy task.

[lovctalk]

✘ , ▼, ♚ - micah!

✘ Have they ever committed a murder?

     Yes. Twice. The first time Micah was only seventeen and hanging out with his group of hooligans. They weren’t looking for trouble, but trouble found them in the form of another group of kids from another gang wanting to start a fight. It started with an exchange of words, and then maybe some fists. Things got heavy real quick though, some weapons pulled. It wasn’t ever his intention to kill someone, but when he saw a guy going for his friend, he couldn’t do anything else. A quick stab ended up killing the guy, and at the time Micah didn’t regret it, but looking back at it as an adult he feels just a little bad. The second time was a little more intentional and a little more recent. It’s something that should probably stay with him till his grave. 

▼ What is their greatest fear?

     Micah’s worst fear is to let the people who he calls family down. He wants to give them everything he has, but if he were to ever fail them he would hate himself. 

♚ Do they consider themselves to be evil?

     Not in the slightest. He’s just another human being out there who happens to do what he wants when he wants it, how he wants it with no qualms. Being in a gang and doing some less than moral things doesn’t make him evil. 

// @celestialfail - <3 <3 

[oizysd]

*BREATHES IN* -- rom , huijae , seungsoo , & isaac

send me the name of a muse you want to get to know better.   (   ACCEPTING.  )

rom.

even  though  he’s  an  art  boy  his  fashion  is  so  fcking  bland  i  hate  it.  does  not  take  any  risks  at  all.  denim  on  denim  is  his  best  friend.  growing  up  he  was  that  dude  who  thought  that  as  long  as  he  wore  designer  stuff  he  looked  good  but  no.  he  just  looked  stuck  up  but  truly  he  knew  no  better.  he’s  getting  better  now  though  since   he’s  able  to  hone  in  on  his  creative  side ...  but  has  a  long  way  to  go  still. 

huijae.

 huijae  has  this  little  grey  hair  right  at  his  hairline  that  he  hates  so  much  it’s  so  funny  like?  grow  up  it’s  just  a  hair.  anyway  if  he  lets  it  grow  (  which  he’ll  do  on  accident  a  lot  bc  the  dude  is  too  busy  to  keep  up  with  the  length  of  his  single  grey  hair  ),  it’s  v  visible.  if  someone  points  it  out  he’ll  bitch  n  moan  about  it  and  it’ll  ruin  his  day.  is  too  scared  to  just  pull  it  out  bc  he  actually  believes  the  myth  that  doing  so  will  just  make  more  come  in  and  if  having  one  bothers  him  imagine  having  multiple.  sir  it  is  not  that  deep...

seungsoo.

seungsoo  probably  ties  with  zihao  when  it  comes  to  how  much  time  the  dudes  spend  staring  at  themselves  so  like  KJDFJD?  he  knows  that  being  attractive  has  helped  him  in  his  career  as  a  streamer  v  much  so  he  tries  to  take  care  of  his  skin  n  stuff  well  but  he  knows  NOTHING  about  skincare.  definitely  still  uses  coconut  oil  all  over  his  face,  exfoliates  with  a  harsh  cleanser  every  single  day.  he  thinks  his  skin  is  good  bc  of  his  skincare  but  no  it’s  just  the  genes.  otherwise  he’d  be  struggling.

isaac.

the  reason  he  became  interested  in  kpop  and  being  an  idol  was  because  his  mom  showed  him  gee  on  youtube  one  day  and  then  he  went  on  to  binge  snsd’s  mvs  for  DAYS.  yuri  was  his  first  love.  spent  a  lot  of  his  trainee  years  covering  their  songs  bc  they  reminded  him  of  home  and  also  made  him  happy.  to  this  day  he’s  more  of  a  gg  stan  than  a  bg  stan,  and  keeps  up  on  ggs  more  regularly.  

[kiingdmcome-blog]

super junior? have they been asked yet?

-`. inbox me a kpop group .’-  / accepting !

super junior

fan or not fan ! but mostly bc of their variety NSJDFNSDJF

how long i’ve been a fan i got into their variety shows early this year and theyre SO FUNNYYYY SNKDJFDSN

the first song i heard by them sorry sorry when i was like 11

my favourite song as of now can it be a d&e song bc .. bout you is a bop n a half .. if not then black suit !!!

the first mv i saw sorry sorry

my favourite mv as of now black suit

who my bias is donghae loml .. cries all the time ? overly competitive ? exo we r one .

[zcilovs-archive]

—  meetings

(𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕤) where things start   ‹  @celestialfail ; based on what we discussed  ›

miyoung hadn’t really been happy when she got told that one of her friends from university had set her up with a guy on a blind date yet again. apparently they had the same major but never seen each other because miyoung mostly got interested in criminal law. they had thought they’d fit together, thinking miyoung was much more compliant than she really was. the female was a wild one, always had been, not to be put on a leash and that was what the guy seemingly tried to do. by ordering something to drink for her which she really didn’t want to, making suggestions on what she should eat when she didn’t feel like it. it bugged her, she totally hated the situation. within all of the others talking - not that she was listening - her eyes fell upon the waiter. he always seemed like he was ready to run to every table that needed attention and he definitely seemed like a good catch. she lifted her hand to call him over, ignoring the guy who seemed upset that she had cut him off like that. “i really don’t like this.. could you get me a coke or something? also please remove this, won’t drink it anyways.” her smile was bright and only meant for the waiter.