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[nauticalcells]

Hey everybody! I hope you guys had an awesome holiday! New Years is coming up so fast! It's almost 2014 maaaan!

Hmhmhm, I've been doing alright so far! The semester has been such a toll on me physically and emotionally, but it's getting a little better! I've got great support from friends and family and I love and thank them so much for it! I think I've become a bit stronger to stand on my own feet for the next time something bad happens. (I hope such a thing doesn't come, though!) I have high hopes for next semester and next year basically! I've been filling up my sketchbook with stuff that I've drawn in class so I'm still drawing! I'll post up all of the entries when I completely fill it! 

I still won't be on tumblr or dA because I'll get thrown off track completely. ;;; But close friends can catch me on Facebook or Twitter (since I exchange homework with people via Facebook and tweet at lunch during school)!

Have a great New Year, everybody!

[nauticalcells]

I'm not complaining about the work; I can handle it just fine and it's not a problem. 

It's the fucking people ruining it for me. 

Never in my life had I expected this year to turn out like some overdone and shitty teenage drama program showing on a bullshit tv network. It's the stupidest experience to ever have and I hope that nobody else has to go through idiotic and immature drama that makes them want to bash their fucking head in.

I've become so paranoid, untrusting, and unsure of myself over the course of this year, and the best thing is that it's only been three months since school started. I've been drawing countless (and shitty) vent art like almost every other day but none of them ever really make me feel better after drawing them. I didn't even want to go to the rest of my classes yesterday because of some stupid shit that happened.

Some people can be the worst and complete opposite than what you thought they were.

tl;dr: this year sucks ass and i can't trust anybody except my family and loved ones

[nauticalcells]

mirai niknak opening is catchy

[nauticalcells]

yes yes this was fun

[nauticalcells]

also mirai nikki's pretty cool

[nauticalcells]

ffflupdate

school sucks (not really since art club is a blast and it's just the homowork that sucks)

got attack on titan backpack (cna't breathe)

working on cool piece for cg ii bUT I NEED TO TAKE DUMB PICTURES FOR MY PIECE AUGH LAME

yeeaah

[nauticalcells]

hOLY MOLY I GOT IT

I'LL DO THE SEASONS FOR MY METAMORPHOSIS PROJECT

F YEAH

iDK if i want to personify them as people (most likely will) bUT YEAH THAT'S WHAT I'M GOING TO DO

[nauticalcells]

whhhiiinngle dingle dangle

i've been wanting to just doodle in ps when i have the time

but ffffalskgsng i have lost my ability to doodle 

i have cg 2 on tuesdays, thursdays, and fridays but i haven't been able to put out quick little in class doodles made in ps (work just got real, i have to make a 19in by 13in art piece about the theme of metamorphosis and i have no idea what to do for it)

eeyyaahhh i have iDEAS to contribuTE but cAN NOT DRAW DOODLE SHITS