Can you please stop talking about someone I love's extremely traumatic past while name dropping them publicly. I actually did not know that about them, although there were signs/its been hinted at. I assume that is something they wanted to tell me in their own time. You claim to be so fucking gentle and tortured yet do shit like that, literally what the fuck. Please at least try to get where *I'm*coming from, deeply loving this person. Also-this is between you and me. They do not know I'm messaging you and would probably prefer I didn't but holy shit, fuck you. Also I'm not positive exactly who is sending you those asks but we have a guess but it's not worm. But that goes against the story you've been telling yourself and the entire internet I guess and it's not like you'll believe something else anyways. I'd appreciate if you didn't post this publicly but I'll take the risk to tell you to go fuck yourself
You and Hayden can go fuck yourselves. I am so goddamn sick of being expected to just shut the fuck up about the shit other people did to me because it's inconvenient to them. Hayden was absolutely an accomplice to Worm. Yeah, they were a victim in their own right. That sucks. They were also a perpetrator of all this shit, and integral to Worm's ability to do these things to people. They deliberately fucked up every part of my life they were in contact with once I left the compound. They had a major hand in fucking up the lives of numerous people. I spent literal years trying to reach out to them, even after becoming aware of how they personally fucked me over, and they completely refused to take any amount of accountability. You don't get to do that and expect everybody to shut up about it just cuz you got some shit yourself.
There are at least two other people they roped into Worm's compound, and I was told there were two more who got their whole lives fucked up and ended up homeless for 6 months after Hayden tried to get them to move in.
Late 2019, they got their friend Mark to move in with Worm. Mark needed a place to stay, evidently away from family. After a while, Worm did the same shit to them as they did to me. Wouldn't directly communicate any problems to them. Just talked insane shit, probably made a bunch of shit up, did everything they could to just socially eradicate this person, calling them, essentially, a fat lazy slob who stole food and wouldn't do anything to help anyone at all. Hayden was integral to that. Hayden backed up everything, going as far as to say they "weren't even really friends" after the matter. All to just erase this person and make sure nobody talked to them, cuz Worm didn't like them. Again. Same routine they both did to me.
Hayden introduced me to Worm. Hayden talked me back into moving in when I had second thoughts because of Worm's behavior, seemingly lying to me about how worm doesn't act like that at all in person. I moved in with Worm in 2022. Hayden fed worm our private conversations after I caught Worm literally trying to gaslight me, after they knew how bad I was fucked up by getting gaslit in the past. Hayden and I talked every day for SIX MONTHS after the matter about Worm doing things like trying to steal from both of us, even shooting at both of us, lying about literally everything they told us about themself, manipulating us both about everything from the moment we met.
This all happened while worm was isolating me and not giving me promised accommodations that were seriously affecting my health. Hayden corroborated many the abuses I experienced. Then, when I left, Hayden went around sharing a fucking 14 page Google callout doc that Worm wrote about me. It was full of shit Hayden knew wasn't true. It denied shit we had talked to each other about experiencing. They still went around sharing it with all my friends, even people they hardly knew. Went around lying about me to corroborate all the bullshit Worm was saying about me despite straight up contradicting a lot of it in our messages; which I still have!
Hayden was the chief executor of Worm's harassment among my personal network of friends. Worm wasn't talking to any of those people anymore. Hayden was. Numerous friends told me they were sent that bullshit by Hayden, and Hayden tried saying I was "misrepresenting" things, trying to make me out as irrational and hysterical and shit. Hayden tried to make me a pariah, while I was already going through hell with my deteriorating health and getting fucked over by doctors, when they had already validated and corroborated most of the shit Worm was doing to me. They even said themself that I was getting it worse than them because I was more vulnerable. Then they just did a complete 180, and evidently went back to believing worm's stupid fucking tragic mercenary backstory.
Around the same time, they moved their partner back into the compound. They broke up, I'm told because of something Hayden did. Not my business. But Angel is still there. Angel is, as I'm told, essentially, trapped on the compound. A situation Hayden pulled them into.
I spent literal years trying to make excuses for Hayden, trying to believe that they're just all mixed up. I reached out to them repeatedly, particularly after I had heard they were kicked out and had a bunch of their shit stolen by Worm. I kept open communications with them the whole time, at risk to myself, on the basis of just being there for them when they needed it. I kept finding out they were saying shit about me. They kept ignoring me. They refused to take any accountability for their actions. I eventually realized; every single time I trusted Hayden, they fucked me over. Every chance they had. They never took any accountability. They have a repeated pattern of doing this to people. They did it to me. They did it to Mark. They did it to Angel, from what I've heard.
They are a victim of a lot of shit. That sucks. But they also caused a lot of harm to people who didn't deserve it, for no good reason at all. You don't get to just hide from that because you experienced shit yourself. I am so goddamn sick of this fucking "im just a little guy" teflon bullshit to try and dodge any accountability. Christ alive.
And by the way asshole, the harassment I've been getting for three years has repeatedly contained information that could ONLY come from Worm, like going after my partner's personal shit, taunting me about specific people leaving my discord server, straight up just saying shit Worm said to me all the time. People around Worm have told me it's obviously coming from Worm. They told me Worm would send them my fucking blog posts all the time. It often comes at the same time of day Worm would always wake up when I lived with them, and just before the time they would go to bed. It contains their mannerisms. They were my best friend for four years. I know how they think, I know how they type, I know it's them.
Eat my shit. Both of you.















