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how to tell the birds from the flowers - the bird & the burdock. / a burdock twitched my gown - emily dickinson.

#queue.#ch. study.#everdeen tradition - plants #vs covey tradition - poem or ballad #:)#don't get me started on the 'and we know how they feel about their birds' ala snow and his nickname is burdie #like come on

peeta doesn't mourn portia and his team until a little later. his hijacked memories heavily warped his time during the games, including his memories of them. it's only after months of treatment to reclaim his mind or bits of it is he able to sort of piece them back together and that's when he gets to mourn them (and blame himself for their executions)

#made myself sad oh clock #so the rest of the dash has to deal #i promise i'm writing and throwing things into my queue 🙂‍↕️#ch. study.#i. out of character.

I also think about the king family a lot - and how essentially two sets of siblings ( who are all cousins ) were raised very differently from each other, and how different their lives were. thumper and his siblings didn’t know anything about the supernatural until after Taylor died. sage and Christian were raised into it and knew about it at a very young age, they were hunting as early as 11 , and going on partnered trips as early as 17. their family was well known within the hunting … community but thumper didn’t find that out until way later in life ( and usually doesn’t like telling other hunters his last name for this reason ) he doesn’t know who were enemies of his grandfather, aunt or his dad and doesn’t want to unknowingly bring more danger to him or his brothers ..

#I just am rlly emotional about my ocs #I love them a lot #and am proud of the development over the yrs #I’ve been writing and developing them for a long time #and even tho a few months ago I kind of lost muse #I’m glad that the few people I do write w have taken time to get to know my muses #I appreciate that so much #the blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb ( the king family. )#ch. study.#this photograph is proof. ( musings. )

the fact that theo is hiv positive and is scared to tell his family hurts me.

#ch. study.#tw hiv

CHRI.SSY CUNNI.NGHAM, taylor’s version

mirrorball. shimmering beautiful / and when i break it's in a million pieces [...] i know they said the end is near / but i'm still on my tallest tiptoes / spinning in my highest heels, love / shining just for you [...] i'm a mirrorball / i can change everything about me to fit in [...] i'm still a believer but i don't know why / i've never been a natural / all i do is try, try, try

this is me trying. i was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere / fell behind on my classmates, and i ended up here / pouring out my heart to a stranger [...] i just wanted you to know / that this is me trying / at least I'm trying [...] and it's hard to be at a party when i feel like an open wound

gold rush. eyes like sinking ships / on waters so inviting / i almost jump in [...] everybody wants you / everybody wonders what it would be like to love you [...] what must it be like / to grow up that beautiful?

enchanted. there i was again tonight / forcing laughter, faking smiles / same old tired, lonely place [...] this night is sparkling, don't you let it go / i'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home [...] the lingering question kept me up / 2 AM, who do you love? / i wonder 'til I'm wide awake [...] my thoughts will echo your name, until I see you again

soon you’ll get better. holy orange bottles, each night i pray to you / desperate people find faith, so now i pray to jesus too [...] ooh-ah, you'll get better soon / 'cause you have to [...] this won't go back to normal, if it ever was / it's been years of hoping, and i keep saying it because / 'cause I have to

nothing new. they tell you while you're young / "girls, go out and have your fun" / then they hunt and slay the ones who actually do it / criticize the way you fly when you're soarin' through the sky / choots you down and then they sigh, and say / "she looks like she's been through it" [...] lord, what will become of me / once I've lost my novelty? [...] and will you still want me when i'm nothing new? [...] how long will it be cute / all this crying in my room / when you can't blame it on my youth / and roll your eyes with affection? [...] and my cheeks are growing tired / from turning red and faking smiles

#( okay i changed some stuff so if you saw this earlier. no you didn't )#ch. study.

Connor might not have had the greatest relationship with Achilles, ESPECIALLY when he was in his ~rebellious 18-20′s~, but they did have an interesting dynamic. a bittersweet one. these two are no better than the other, and yet in the beginning, they’ve acted like they were. Connor, with his naïve, black and white, yet hopeful view of the world. and then there’s Achilles, with his disillusioned and (somewhat) realistic view of the world. two polar opposites clashing heads. innocence vs. guilt. though there comes a point where they meet each other halfway; that they needed each other to unlearn and let go of their ego.

Connor gave an old man HOPE for the future. that the end does not have to be bleak. that there IS always a second chance, another way. Connor sparked life back into him.

Achilles HUMBLED an eager & ambitious young man. while not the best teacher, and certainly not the best with words, he was patient with Connor. taught Connor, in his own way, to slow down. to think about his actions and what consequences it may cause... because Achilles learnt that the hard way. he had to live with it for the remainder of his life.

at the end of the day, they were what the other needed--a father and a son.

#ch. study.#getting MAJOR feels after rewatching that clip of connor talking to achilles at his grave :')))#while there was /some/ manipulation on achilles' part to have connor eliminate ALL the templars #even his own father...whom he wanted to reconcile and work with #i think it's safe to say that they changed each other's mind #and to FINALLY see how exactly achilles' actions have resulted in the reclused former mentor in ac3?? the realization that shay was right #that these artifacts were not worth all these lives #and to hide all of that and his failures and let it die with him #and then COMES THIS DETERMINED TEENAGER #WHO WANTS TO SAVE HIS TRIBE #raton: *kicks the door open even tho the mansion is literally falling apart* I'M TOLD YOU CAN TRAIN ME #LAKSDJFAL i'm gonna make a separate post of that #ANYWAYS. TL:DR--it is a complicated relationship but undoubtedly they helped each other grow :')))

francis’ absolute best moment is this one: “‘cubitum eamus?' 'what?' 'nothing.' he transferred the cigarette to his left hand and offered the right one to me. it was bony and soft-skinned as a teenage girl's.” and none of you can convince me otherwise.

#'will you go to bed with me?' fgjhfkdhfjkdfhjkdsl #ch. study.#headcanon: francis abernathy.#[ does anyone remember when that was my discord name gjfhkd ]

eloise telling daphne “i suppose i should thank you for being so perfect... so i do not have to be” is actually such an important scene because it’s the first time we see eloise not be so sure of herself in the series, and it shows a different side of her even if it’s just one line. she knows that she won’t live up to the image daphne made as a debutant and while she has no problem with turning out completely different, eloise knows there will always be that comparison between them. so even if she’s the unconventional type of lady out in society, at least there was daphne, who was the ideal type.

#( i have a lot of feelings about that convo of theirs ok )#ch. study.