#change4thebetter

[msgabreza05]

Be strong, things will get better #Change4theBetter 👌 #ShortHairDontCare #Instapost #Selfie #sundayfunday

[theswampgrrrls-blog]

[adazeddaisy-blog]

Me.

New school years starting soon.... I plan to put myself out there more. I'm quiet, often just keep to myself and my small group of friends. I'm rarely ever in a relationship. but dammit it's my senior year and if I don't change things then I'll end up regretting not doing anything. Time for me to get a life.

[im-tankgirl]

Today is the day I start sorting out my body. Started at 14st4lb (90.7kg) and will see how much I lose in 9 weeks with change4life couch to 5k, some training circuits and a healthier diet (that means no fizzy or sweets)! Hopefully it goes okay and in 9 weeks I'll report back! (AN: a normal bowl of cereal is smaller than I thought 😰)

[heytherelili]

Attention. Attention whore. I hated that. I didn't like being seen like that. Yes, before I did want the attention of the world. Why? Because I was looking for someone. Someone who could give me the attention I desired. What was I desiring? I wasn't sure what was attention. Then later on I realized that there's bad attention and good attention. What often comes along with attention is people who tries to smother your name with bad things or try to break you down. The kind of attention you want is the good one, the one from true friends and family. The one that got your back. And then there's that special attention. The one from the one that you love. The attention that they give you can make your head spin and you no longer feel the ground. Their attention could not compare to the world and is the kind of thing that could get you motivated. 

Tip to self (as I hit myself): Don't post asking for asks. It just makes you look like an attention whore. If people wanted to talk to you, then they would. If they feel intimidated then that means they don't have the guts. Or they may feel like they are forced to entertain you, forced to be in a conversation they don't want to be in. And things would only get worse cause they would get tired of you and during the whole time they never wanted to talk to you.

This made me realize, I don't need the attention of the world, I just want your attention, my mahal ko. My love, my precious. The rush of feelings and happiness you give me... It's more than what the world could give me because it's full of your love and he does want to talk to me. He wants my full attention and not paying attention to anything else. This attention could not be bought, and specially found. Because it's the attention of love, from someone I love.

[heytherelili]

I feel slightly healthy. I had a salad today :D instead of like going to get pizza or something o 3 o

[heytherelili]

Don't Depend on Others

Depend on myself. If I depend on others, I wouldn't be able to do anything on my own. I shouldn't depend on others for my happiness. It's not their responsibility to keep me happy. People also come and go, which means if I were to depend on them for my happiness, it too will go. I should be able to make myself happy, because then my happiness would not leave because I can't really leave myself. Don't be sad if someone doesn't reply, they're busy, give them some space. Occupy myself with something else.

[heytherelili]

Things to do

List of things I like List of things I dislike List of hobbies Make a bucketlist of things to do in college and in life. List of positive things about myself Don't depend on others If theres something I don't like, then CHANGE IT Don't search for Love, search for Friends Thank you letters Understand it's okay to say no Don't let others pull me down Stop skipping meals! Hang up small supportive quotes Smile Dedication Don't continue to talk to someone if it's one sided. Don't have expectations. They will disappoint you. Surprises come from not having expectations (DUH) Sort out priorities. Do what makes me happy Learn how to cope with loneliness Appreciate those who love me Accept compliments and return/give compliments Don't hold grudges Think things out. Perspective. Reasoning Thinking before talking. Make a list of stress relievers to look back on Have a list of random things that makes me happy Keeping myself busy so I'm not so available LOL C: (although I do like talking to people, I feel like I talk too much and people just get tired of me way too easily.) Avoid talking about people and look at the bright side of things (to avoid drama) ^- Controlling my temper, and try to reason why they do what they do. (I think I put this earlier) Accept kindness, but don't take advantage of it. Don't seek for the world's attention

(I would probably have a post that goes with most of this)