Apr 22, 2025
I've been watching transplanar every time I feel overcome with despair about being trans (right now mostly in respect to the uk supreme court ruling last week, though it is a feeling I get a lot unfortunately) and like it's working but at what cost
#transplanar rpg my beloved#pulling me out of my nihilism and shame spirals with the cool top surgery scarred npcs#and throwing me right back into a different kind of pain with the agony that is the friends swirling around in their grief in heaven#they're all relatable in their bad bad coping mechanisms but oh boy is there a special place in my heart for xainan noping out into a knife#there's something so comforting about being accompanied by the voices and the stories of other trans people#I be living amongst truly some of the cishet-est cishets that have ever cishet-ed and it's lonely as shit#so thank you chaos protocol for wrecking my shit but being trans as fuck while you do it#the chaos protocol#chaos protocol#chaos protocol arc 2#I really thought I was gonna catch up before arc 3 ended but alas shitty wifi and shittier mental health got in the way#transplanar rpg
