#chaoswields

[godscollidehq]

hey, loves !! unfortunatly, something's come up && i have to bow out as wanda && laural. thank you so much for accepting me && all of the fun that followed !!

we’re sorry to see you go. thank you so much for joining the group and we hope you can return one day. good luck with everything.

UNFOLLOW ;;

@chaoswields

@cannaries

[godscollidehq]

you guys know i can move things with my mind, right?

FOLLOW ;;

[tensewire-blog]

         ‘   i just need , like , THIRTY more ice packs .   ’

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[warashes]

@chaoswields | from here

❝ that’s not really true, is it?❞ he’s always right outside the circle of what constitutes a hero.  a hero doesn’t kill in cold blood. a hero does what’s best for the many, not himself. a hero -- a hero -- he’s not a hero.  he can try all he wants.  maybe he’s not a monster anymore, but he certainly isn’t the hero of anyone’s version of the story.   ❝ i’m not - sure i deserve to be alive. not after everything i did.❞    they made him do. THEY MADE HIM. THEY MADE HIM KILL. ( he repeats it to himself as often as he can, trying to burn it into his mind.) 

[warashes]

           it’d been a high point on the winding, ever-changing path to recovery. nightmares had been at a low.   he’d been cracking jokes, making snide comments during missions. (maybe more to steve than anyone else, but he counts anything as a positive these days. he’s trying his best.)    not causing disruptions or creating any reason for those around him to fear him.       

       past tense.  had been.      he can’t sleep.  he closes his eyes & everything he did to people for seventy years comes racing back.   he lays down & he wakes up screaming, mind lost in phantom pain & torture.    gives up, forcing himself to sit with the lights on in his room, breathing until he isn’t going to snap.   

       he silently sneaks out to the small kitchen area, starting a pot of coffee -- god knows he’s going to need a lot of it if this keeps happening. tries to be as quiet as he can.  tries not to think about anything. ( he can’t. it’s all right there, behind his eyelids.)      soft sounds behind him cause him to spin,  ----    ❝ i’m sorry if i woke you. ❞       

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[shitblast]

chaoswields

  look…… i know lenny’s not a mutant but uh when is...

he’s the worst dad ever okay

sure but at least he’s cool